One day I Will.

slipping away.

"anything and I'm pretty sure she's up for it as well" Abril said, "I'll text you later" I said and hung up. I need to get this chip out of my hand. Somehow. I guess I'm just going to have to cut it out, as much as it hurts. // gruesome and horrifying stuff coming up, this is out to you Ariane D'souza \\

I walked over to the kitchen and grabbed a knife, dad's out in the garage cleaning up so I was all clear. I walked over to the bathroom and locked the door behind me, shoot this is going to hurt. I grab a small towel and twist it shoving it in my mouth. Holding the knife as close as I could to the chip that was just bulging out of my skin, I bit into the towel hard until the pain of the knife impelling into my skin wasn't able to be felt anymore, the blood started pouring out, I only made one slit and this much blood already started pouring. The chip poked out and I slithered my other hand over to tug it out, I groan, as I drop it on the floor standing up and washing my wrist under the tap, the cold water startled me but it wasn't deep enough where it would need stitches.

I walk out of the bathroom and pick up my phone calling Abril up, after 2 rings she picks up, "hey"'she said, "hey, can you help me" I asked, "yea what is it though?" she said, "do you know why Mason is going to Merdville college?" I said, "he's going out of the state?!" she said, "yea but this guy told me he was going over there to be with the pops, and not me" I said, "oh right, and you're a bit mad" she said, "not mad, disappointed" I murmured. "call Anne I think she knows something" Abril says, "okay thankyou," I said before hanging up. I loved Abril because she never asked questions about what happened and why, she never got annoyed either which makes my life so much easier. I called Anne, "hey Tatiana you okay?" she said, "Yea I'm good. I know this is really on the spot but do you know why Mason is going to Merdville?" I asked, "he told me not to tell you but to be honest I think you should know" she started, "he told you but not me?", "well he didn't tell me, I was kind of eavesdropping on him and Corey" she laughed, "well done" I muttered.

"he said he was going to Merdville because of his mates, he needed to be with them so he's going there instead" she stuttered, so Damion was telling the truth. "uh thankyou Anne." I laughed, "you don't have to hide your emotions with me Tatiana I know your still recovering from what happened , last night." she said, "yea I'm sorry, really I am but it's a long story and I promise I'll tell, you and the other girls in person," I said , "but we're on holiday and I won't get to see you unless you're ungrounded" she said, "yea I know, but anyways thanks a lot" I said, "anytime Tatiana" she said and I hung up.

***

The door bell rings and I hop off my bed. I opened the door and there stood Abril, Cacey, Anne and Caitlin, oh and Tayla, "guys I'm grou-" "we talked to your dad and he said it was completely fine" they said walking right in and into my room, I shut the door and slowly followed them, "mind telling us what the hell happened last night?" Cacey scowled, "you know you broke Caitlin's heart and Mason's" Cacey says again. "look guys I'm really sorry for it but I wouldn't do that unless I was threatened to and I'm not actually meant to tell, you this, but Damion, he was the one who kidnapped me and when I escaped he got his friend who was a cop to escort me, but when I was in the car ride I was given a plan to break up with Mason and get Caitlin and Sam to break apart, so that Damion was able to get back with her, so I had to do it" I said feeling my eyes tear up "or else he'd hurt Mason and you guys as well, he threatened to kill you guys. "that's why he called me right after I ran off from the garden" Caitlin starts, "why couldn't you tell us or the cops?" Tayla asked, "the officer Hacket, he implanted a chip in my wrist here" I said holding up the cut wrist, "I managed to just get it out this morning but it tracked where I was and had a microphone so it heard my every word." I said.

"fair enough" Cacey said, "but you and Sam?" I said directing it to Caitlin, "no more me and Sam, I'm kind of hooked onto Damion ever since yesterday" She muttered, everyone gasped, "Caitlin not Damion" Abril said, "he beat up Sam and kidnapped Tatiana!" Anne yelled, "I know but you guys, he's saved my life before and I kind of owe him. A life for a life" she said, we were all gobsmacked, "oh and Tatiana" Abril says, I looked over at her, "Mason was very much devastated, he couldn't stop calling you yesterday" Abril says, "I know" I murmured, "why didn't you pick up?" Tayla asked, "because of the situation about the populars the college" I said, they all nodded, I guess they all know.

"call him and say your sorry and that you guys are back together" Abril says handing over my phone, "and explain everything" Cacey said. I nodded and walked out of the room dialling in his number, "hello?" a girly voice says, "I'm sorry who are you?" I asked, getting a bit worried, "Mason it's a girl" I heard, "excuse me who are you" I asked again, "Mason stop" I heard her giggle, was he kissing her, who the hell is she, "Excuse me!" I yelled, "Mason she wants to talk to you" she says before groaning, "no I love you" I heard Mason murmur, my stomach flipped, he was with another girl, already. I hung up and walked into my room, "what happened" Anne says standing up, but all I could do was fall onto her shoulder and sob, "Cacey call him up" Abril says, I couldn't see anything, my eyes were to drenched with tears.

"go and check on Mason for me, not today I'm sorry, Tatiana is going through a hard time, No I can't leave her side, sorry, love you, bye" Cacey says, I pulled away and wiped my tears, "it's all right, he was a jerk anyways" Tayla said rubbing my back. after a while of me just sobbing and the girls trying to cheer me up but failing miserably, Cacey's phone rings back up, "Tatiana you might wanna hear this" Cacey says pressing the speaker button, "hey Cace we're coming up into his house," he says, "we?" Cace asked, "Yea me, Caleb and Gage" he said, there was muffling and a few car doors shut, "right wait a second" he said, I could hear a door swing open, "Mason mate!", I could hear floorboards creak as the guys walk into the room, "Mason get out of bed!" Caleb yelled, "bro why are you with her" Gage said, "What the fuck Mason" Gage says again, there was more muffling, "did you just sleep with her?" Daniel says, "yeah why you jealous," Mason murmured, "Jack Daniels?" Daniel says, "do you know a girl called Tatiana?" I heard Caleb mention, "Tatiana?Tatiana!" Mason yelled.

"you were her boyfriend and you decided to go cheat on her like this!" Gage yelled, Cacey looked up at me, I looked at her and nodded saying that I was okay, but in fact I wasn't, "oh my god what have I done" Mason says, "yea what the fuck were you thinking" Gage says again, "I, I was trying to feel better after what had happened, she hurt me and I, I needed something to make me feel better" he stuttered, "you asshole why didn't you call her? Call us?" Daniel said, "She wasn't answering her phone, she was ignoring me, I needed to forget her beautiful face for a bit just a bit" he said, "she's hearing all of this" Caleb says, "what where is she?" He says, I heard the bed shuffle, "WHERE IS SHE?" he yelled, "she's on the phone" Gage says, I heard muffling as the phone moved on the other end, "Tatiana?" Tatiana answer me" he said sounding desperate, Cacey hands me the phone, I hold it looking at her, "I'm here" I whisper, "princes- Tatiana, I'm so so sorry, I just couldn't I, I need to see you," he stuttered it sounded like he was crying. I shook my head and handed the phone back wiping the tears that were falling back down my cheeks, "hey don't cry" Abril says hugging me, "she doesn't want to talk to you asshole" Cacey snarled. "what please-" he says before Cacey hangs up.

"we're going to have a girls night tonight okay?" Anne says, I nodded and smiled, "us and only us" Tayla yelled.