please help me (mb story)

chapter 7

Jammie pov

Its been a day since I received that text. all my friends have texted me but I never answer. Im not about to let them die because of me. I would rather cut them off than risk their lives.

"Jammie get in here right now"prodigy screams. I hurry to his room to see what was wrong.

"Yes prodigy"

"Clean my room"he says while texting.

"Ok" I roll my eyes but start cleaning anyway.I start picking up his socks and putting them in drawers.

"Come here"he says.

I walk over there and he tries to kiss me.

"Whats wrong with you stop!"I say pushing him off.

"No lay down"!he says pushing me down. I look in his eyes and see a different person. I know he is hooked on cocaine and he has changed so much since then. I look down and shake my head while tears fall from my eyes.

He looks at me like im crazy. He get on top of me and whispers. "If you stop fighting it wont hurt so bad. And if you continue to fight I might have to tell dad." I silently stare at him trying to figure i what to do. I try to move out of his hold but its too tight. Finally I do what he says an gives up while he does whatever he wants with me.I scream and scream and beg him to stop in tears. But he doesn't listen. My dad came home opened the door and saw my brother raping me and he said good job and left. That sick bastered.

He lets me go back in my room 2 hours later. I go back practically crawling to my bed feeling limp. I make it to my bed and put on my robe.I dont even know how to feel right now.I blast my music through my speakers. I turn  drake playlist. I go to the bath and make the water as hot as possible. I scrub and scrub Intill I'm crying and my hands are getting crinkly. 

I hear police sirens coming toward my house. I get out my bath and throw back on the robe. I walk downstairs and see my dad screaming and holding my brothers body in his hands crying.Ive never seen my dad cry before. My dad always did like my brother more.

"What happened"I say frantic

"Some random guy came in and shot him and ran."my dad says sobbing.

"Ray"i say lowly starring at my brothers body. I want to cry but I cant stop hating my brother for what he just did to me.

"what?"

knock knock

"Thats the door go hurry"he screams.

I answer the door and they rush in and take my brother away.

Wait I don't understand its only been one day. I go outside and walk in my old tree house and call ray

"hello"

"whats wrong with you"

"what you mean baby"he says chucking.

"why did you kill my brother"

"he raped you"

"I know "

"exactly"

"wait do you know that"

I take a look around. I get the chills suddenly really scared.

"I already told you now go enjoy you 9 days "

Before I get a chance to answer..He hangs up.

1 day later

(funeral)

"We will take a moment to let prodigy sister jammie speak some words about her brother"pastor james says.

I walk up and look at my family and friends crying

"My brother was umm interesting .The last words he ever said to me was to go back to my room you little slut."I say studdering.

Everyone gasp

"And the last thing he ever did to me was rape me"

I then walk back to my seat .Kiana and Alisha hug me and cry on my shoulders.

After the service chresanto comes up to me.How was he invited. Oh yeah him an prod were friends because of me.

"Are you ok"chresanto says.

"I'm fine"

I start to mess with my tips of my hair

"Your lieing again"

He pulls me into a hug

I start crying into his shoulders. This brought soo many memories of me and him. His cologne was the same. I remember me crying into his arms when I failed my science test in the 9th grade. He is the only person I will talk to right now.

"I cant believe he raped you"

"Yeah hey chreanto"

"Yes"

"Can I go over your house tonight.I cant go back to my house an my friends I jus don't feel like dealing with them right now."

"Sure but im surprised you wanna go to my house. I thought you hated me"

"I do"

"Really? Maybe you shouldn't come to my house then."

"Nooo im just kidding"

"I know. lets go"

And with that. We left to his house.