please help me (mb story)

chapter 15

jammies p.o.v

"Wake up baby" ray says while shaking me back and forth slowly.

I open up one eye. Ray is wearing a black hoodie and some dark jeans. He gives me a big smile.

"Morning gorgeous"he says then he lightly kisses my nose.

"Listen I gotta go take care of some business ill be back at like 4."

"Okay" I say and sit up on the back board yawning and stretching.

"Oh and Jammie.. Remember don't go down the basement."

"I know bye"I say anxious for him to leave.

"Why you tryna rush me out the house"

Uh oh.

"I'm not I'm jus-"I try to say

Then ray slaps me and I hold my face in pain.He grabs me out of the bed and slams me against the wall.

"Now lets try this again. Jammie don't go down the basement"

"Yes baby" I say quietly because my voice is cracking with tears streaming down my face.I guess that softened ray up because his grip loosened up.

"Ill be back" he says with his voice dark and stern.

He walks out the room and I hear him slam the front door .

I run myself a bath which actually hurts from some scars. I get dressed in one of ray's old T-shirts and sweats.Ray left a bruise on the side of my cheek so I put make up on it so roc doesn't worry.He worries too much.

I go downstairs and make two grilled cheese sandwiches. I check in the driveway and make sure ray is gone. Then I walk down into the basement to see roc again.

"Roc?"

Then I see him on the floor looking terrible. He has one black eye and the other one is swollen. He has alot of black marks on his face and his body. He has a busted lip,on his arm it looks like ray started cutting so there is dried up blood.

I cover my mouth in surprise.

"Jammie" he says in the weakest voice. He sounded like he was on his death bed.

"I cant believe i let this happen to you."

"Its not.....your fault"

He is loosing breath. Probably haven't been hydrated or fed.

I hand him a water bottle and the grilled cheese.

He gives me a weak smile

"You made my favorite. Thanks."

He slowly eats and drinks. I go get a cloth with some water and go back downstairs to clean up roc's wounds.He cringes when the water hits his skin.

I slowly start to cry and roc notices.He motions for me to come here.

I crawl towards him and he wraps his arms around me.

"I am so sorry" I say in between sobs.

"What you sorry about?"

"You told me not to tell anybody about the plan and I did."

"Who did you tell?"

"Kiana and my dad"

"Your dad"

"Yeah"

"Thats how.Why do you think all of the sudden he wants to be daughter and father. He doesn't care about you."