please help me (mb story)

chapter 21

roc's p.o.v

-dream mode-

"Chresanto did you clean your room"my mom asked walking into my room while im watching my favorite episode of SpongeBob. Lying down on my floor.

"Yes mom"I say still concertrating on my show.

Then she opens my closet and glances at it then me.

"You call this clean"

I glance at my closet and see my clothes folded on the top shelf neatly and all my clothes on the hangers.

"Well mom it took me hours on my closet,I just dont see anything wrong with it."

"Are you trying to say ima lier"my mom says inching closer to me.

"No im ju-"

"Are you trying to say im a terriable mother"she said with her face turning red and coming closer to me.

I slowly back away and shake my head no.

"Yes you are!''my mom screemed in my face. Then goes to my closet and throws all my clothes on the ground.

It took me hours to do all that now its on my floor.All my work gone.

Then she grabbed me by my collar and roughly dragged me down the steps and threw me in the closet.

"Mom"I scream with tears rolling down my cheeks.

I hear no answer. So I just sit and wait for her to let me out or to come feed me. But the more and more I waited the less I thought she was coming. So me being me at age 6 I opened the door and walked out into the kitchen to see my sister and my mother eating spaghetti with koolaid.

"What are you doing out here"my mom said coldly

"I havent eaten anything and I feel light headed."I say lowly.

"You know daniel wouldve cleaned his closet like I asked,daniel wouldve been obedient,daniel wouldnt be as annoying and useless like you." my mom said looking out the window not making eye contact with me

"Mom"my sister said covering her mouth.

"Im sorry I cant be him"I say.

"Me too"my mom says staring at me so intensely and meanly.

It felt like hours before I broke the silence.

"May I please have some spagetti"

"Oh you want spagettin huh"

My mom gets up grabs the bowl of spagetti and throws it at me.The spagetti flies everywhere all over the walls and flowers and the bowl spins on the gorund.

"No,no,no"my mom says running to the walls touching it softly.

"Daniel loved this wall paper."she said in a whisper.

The wall paper was pretty pink flowers. Daniel would always say that it made the food taste a million times better.

"You ruined it chresanto!"my mom yelled crying. She sat on the floor and started screaming,like a bad crazy scream.

What did I do?Nothing. But at the time I believed it was my fault for everything.

"Chres I think you need to go"my sister said.

"I agree"my mom says with her red eyes looking at me.

I slowly walk into the closet and close the door.I go into the corner and craddle myself and rock back and forth crying myself to sleep.