please help me (mb story)

chapter 18

jammies p.o.v

I woke up to the sound of the shower and rocs voice singing drunk in love in the shower.I laugh to myself.I'm surprised he could make it up the stairs. I walk in the kitchen and start making two bowls of cereal for us.I walk upstairs and knock on the bathroom door.When he opens it up a breeze of axe fills the room and he walks out with some shorts and no shirt.

"Roc i made us some cereal downstairs"

"Okay ill be down in a sec"roc says while kissing me on the cheek.

I go back downstairs and start to eat my cereal glancing out my window and m mind began to have mini flashbacks to the night before. The drugs had to wear off of roc because he seems just fine. When I look back up and come out of my thoughts I see roc coming down the stairs with a sweatshirt on.He sits down next to me and smiles.

"So the drugs finally wore off?"I say eyeing him and laughing.

"Yeah i think so"he smiles

"Thats good"

"We had a crazy week haven't we"roc said shaking his head.

"Yup.But roc idk if ray is dead and you know, its just so much here. Im scared here , I dont know if I can stay here baby."

"I know so I was thinking we could move to Michigan with my aunt, not permanent ofcourse but intill things settle here ."

"Ughhh yeah i guess thats best, I've never been but at least its new."

"So are you gonna invite prince and kiana?"

"Yeah i will, but finish eating and go upstairs and get cute. We have to keep living our lives normal and to do that we need to look normal."

I finish my cereal and go upstairs and take a shower and put on a plain white top and my red varsity jacket with my studs and red lipstick.

I say bye to roc and text prince and kiana and tell them to meet me at kiana's house.When I arrive at her house I see princes car already there.Damn, he drives fast.I knock on the door and she answers looking a mess.She hasn't showered I can tell by her scent, her hair is the messiest I've ever seen it, mascara streaks are down her face and her eyes are so puffy from all the crying. When I get inside I see prince on the couch looking a mess too.How come I'm the one who almost died last night and i look fine.Whatever.

"Listen guys me and roc have decided that we don't think its best for us to stay here.Too much stuff has happened this month you know."I say while sitting on the couch.

"We are gonna move to Michigan and stay with rocs aunt and when we have enough money get a apartment."

They are both silent just staring at me.

"So roc suggested i invite y'all too!"i said with my sweetest sincere smile I could put on.

They were still staring.

"Well ill come with.I agree its too much here"prince says standing up.

"Good..how bout u kiana"I say putting my arm around her.

"No jammie..I'm not leaving y'all can leave have fun"

"Its dangerous here"i say trying to convince her. Im looking at her she in a psycho patient. She has to be if she is going to stay here alone.

"No!Now wen are y'all leaving"she says shrugging my arm off her.

"Tonight" I say more hurt than anything.

"Well go on then"kiana says rudely. "Im not leaving so bye leave already."

What is up with her."Kiana you are my bestfriend & im not allowing you to stay."