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EIDDDDD

SO YA GUYS TODAY IS EID

turns out I wont spend it home alone crying and drawing

and I ended up buying clothes that I still don't like on me lmao but it's the whole thing of having to buy new clothes and 'dress your best'

nevertheless I forced the smile on my face this morning pushing away the negative thoughts about myself bc 'happy day' and well I think it's working so far (that sounded so emo)

but yeah now I'm getting ready and like everyone is calling everyone in the family lmao. literally the thing with eid is like you end up calling your granddad's brother's son's friend's uncle's dog and wishing them eid Mubarak but you kinda also have to forget about whatever fights you had with someone and go give them a hug

it's noice

I still have no idea where we're going like we might go central London or southened's park thing which is basically an amusement park idek

either way

I doubt many of you are acc muslim but still EID MUBARAK YALL

and I'm pretty sure many of you don't know wtf I'm talking about but for those of you who didn't know eid is something we celebrate after Ramadan (a month of fasting. No, not starving for a month, just eating after sunset and before sunrise)

and it's a bit like Christmas I guess?

I mean usually families get together and children (I am a child idc if I'm a teenger I am a child as long as I'm under 35) get money and presents and shit

so ye today is eid

eid is today

thanks to those who wished me a happy eid, I appreciate it  daiseh_

lmao go read her story i'll talk about it in the next fic update

I'm just gonna go about my day now, i'll have an additional update if anything worth mentioning happens, ily guys

also wtf is the weather I cant decide wtf this is