Random Ass Updates And Shit

what even is stable tbh

It's 2:16 am and im in my bed and i have (well want) to wipe the text of the next chapter if promises before morning but i don't wanna fall asleep

so i put my hair in a low bun now, so you know shit's gonna get real

I've also got 2 cans of energy drinks sorting in front of me so i can't sleep (i had to sneak them into my room lmao) but that shit doesn't usually work on me fml, like even tea or orange juice

Idk about coffee bc i tried liking it but couldn't

But yeah wish me luck eyes like it's not even that i don't have an idea (cri) rn, i just meed to not sleep to get that shit down

Trust me writing is hard when you're constantly pressured to sit woth your homophobic family anf trying to not write most of them time with them around bc you can't have then finding out their pan af child is writing gay fanfiction I'd be so screwed lmao

#TakingRisksBcIHaveNoLife
#Idcworthit

So yeah again wish me luck and let's hope I don't have a heart attack before the chapter is actually up

Idk here you go some KISS

Blame my niece tbh this song has been stuck in my head bc it's in a scooby doo rock n roll mystery episode thing and she's playing the DVD all day for 3 days straight. Literally. No joke. She wakes up, puts it on all day, goes to sleep, repeat. And she kept on asking me to take her to their concert bc she was so into it lmao

Then we have my nephew wanting to go to an MCR concert. I cri evridey. He feels me tbh even though he's 8

But ye, let's all cri together and IT'S BASICALLY GERARD'S BDAY IN THE UK SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY THE BEST GLITTER ALIEN OUT THERE

So ye

Boi boiii (it's 2:31am now oops)

~Lydia *3*