Random Ass Updates And Shit

school time *jumps off cliff*

So im going back to school today *forces a smile*

Thing is i was supposed to go back tomorrow but triple science revision happenef bc GCSEs suck

I mean it's kinda not that bad bc we start at 1pm but we still gotta wear uniform so ehhh *shrugs*

I mean I'm kinda happy (?) to see some people but hoping I don't see this particular person because they're so full of shit im absolutely done with it #ShadeButNotReallyBcTooManyPeopleAreFullOfShitAndImDoneBeingTooNiceLikeFuckOffBitch

You could say im salty

Actually hell yeah im salty they can go fuck themselves, oh wait no other people that are full of shit should do it for them #MoreShade

I should stop

Maybe not

Idk

idek why im pissed rn

I just wanna sit someplace where no one would know where i am and listen to music for days

^^^ how to run away from your responsibilities

Also don't take people's shit

Also dont feel like you're being mean when you dont take it

Bc if they dared to give you shit then simply decline it bc bitch no

Aaaanyways idek what this was about originally

Oh yeah back to school bc science revision

I have 3 gcse science exams 1 in may and 2 in june and i haven't revised enough. You know what I've been doing? Basically trying to write and wjenever i have to look up this specific thing for the next chapter of promises i get distracted by it and too much into it and fuck but im kinda glad tbh

Not glad for not acc writing much

But as in- nvm

Chapter 26 is at like 1.5k words rn which is not enough but like i dont wanna add boring stuff just to make it longer but i also want this specific reveal to be on the next chapter and not this one bc otherwise it would be a big ass unexpected spill on information  what do you guys want me to shine light on for the next chapter?

No one likes that, right?

I mean as a reader you sometimes might bc you dont suffer as much but i mean you guys still want the suspense and pain

Yes you do like the pain bc this is why you read fanfiction in the first place

When things suddenly turn kinky ^^^

Random but isn't it funny how on here we're all like haha we'reso gay everything is gay smut sMUT SMUT SMUT

and irl we're mist likely completely different people then who we're known on wattpad

Like irl im this girl who to be fair has some trouble passing as straight with SOME people and is believed to worship satan with her best friend by others and tbh i think the pupils at my school see me everywhere like in assemblies and debate and for the elections they're starting to get tired of my face

Oops

Not even sorry

You can never escape the emo or the homo

#LGBTAwarenessMotherfuckers

Why am i even using hashtags wtf

But ye we're starting this LGBT campaign at our school soon and I'm ready as frick

Also turns out that the student leadership team (head boy, head girl, and deputies (which i am)) is more diverse than i thought in terms of LGBT

We shall turn our school gay af

I probably should go now it's 11:42am and all I've got dome is my school trousers

Hmm the rest of my clothes could take 20 or so minutes then make up could take 15 them then my scarf could take 2mins then me fucking about could take up to 30 minutes so yeah i should probably get ready

Hello it me im omw to school and i realised i gained weight si fuck that and

Don't you just hate it when one eye is chill with make up then the ither is like haha bitch no you thought

And im not even talking about complicated shit like winged eyeliner im talking about the simplest of things like mascara

My right eyelashes are chill it's like as soon as i put it on they come into shape but then my left eyelashes look like a strangled dog i stg

I was gonna include a pic but no

Also hope i dont get told off for my nose ring im nearing school

I'll also most likely gonna do a tag after school bc my wife has tagged me but wattpad is being stupid so i can't tag her rn

Shit i forgot to listen to music bc typing

Oh wlell

Wow well that was a long one

Byeee

~Lydia *3*