*braces myself*

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Im back to school tomorrow. .yay...

Man what's not to love about the crippling anxiety of exams and GCSEs (which will worsen this year) and having no friends anf trying to cover that up by walking purposefully around the school, and being surrounded by judgemental dickheads and being tied down to a grade that feeds off your self esteem

Speaking of, guess who'll bring their ukulele with them everyday to have a reason to go to music room apart from being lonely lmao this hoe here

Anyways

Lets not even get into school uniform like literally whenever i out it on i look like an ugly ass potato bagfuck fml

Im just hoping we'd have a new kid that i would get on with or something like that would save my life tbh like pls brb praying for this

Also im hoping I'd still be in set 1 bc remember the english exam fanfiction that i told ypu about? Yeah ill know about that tomorrow and probably my maths results which i fucked up bc the new curriculum is shit

Why is this chapter so emo

Oh yes, school.

Dont get me wrong like i used to lOVE school there was a time where i hates going home and school was like my safe slace and now look at me lmao

But on the good side this is my last year in secondary school  (FUCLING FUCK YEAH) which in the uk you attend from 11 to 16

Then comes college or sixth form which is like high school

Lets hope i dont have an emptional breakdown (not even kidding) during exam time so i wont get shitty grades and i might go to a good college and acc have a good future *snorts*

OKAY SPEAKING OF FUTURE O JUST REMEMBERED IM SUPPOSED TO HAVE M Y  CV READY

literally i was filling out this bullet point thing that's supposed to help organise info and all i put was debating

Like:
Hobbies: DEBATING
Extra curriculum activities: DEBATING
interests: DEBATING
Academic skills: debating, public speaking

Sigh

So ye

Shit's going down

I might upload an update tomorrow idk

Also for those who read my fic i swear it's nearly donw i was just away on holidays

Goodbye dankness my old fren

- Lydia

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