Meaning of Family

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Temperance's Pov:

I looked down at the scale and frowned. I stepped down and grabbed my robe.

"It's all baybeh." Ant said causing me to look up.

"I know."

I'm now 33 weeks pregnant and just don't know what to do with myself anymore. I'm bored out my mind and I don't really have nothing to do with myself.

I just therapy a few weeks back and I have been happier and so has Anthony. We haven't actually had a session together but I guess since I'm getting better mentally, it's taking stress off of him.

But as for my pregnancy, I'm experiencing almost everything everybody experience. I fluid in my fingers so now I can't fit my wedding ring and I got heartburn out this world. Oh, and another thing that's crazy is how high my sex drive has been but they said that it's normal for this stage of pregnancy.

"You good?" Ant asked as I sat on the bed.

"I'm horny." I said looking up at him.

"We just had sex last night and this morning." He said looking at me with his head cocked to the side. "I mean sex is good but the position are killing me."

I laughed to myself and thought about all the positions we tried. We basically tried all eight that was on the website Dr. Coles and Dr. Lewis told us about.

"I actually like the side-by-side, at an angle and the on the chair positions."

The only reason sex has became difficult is because what ever position we in I can't be flat on my back and Anthony can't really press down on my like he loves to.

"Ion like neither. But I do still like you riding it. That's the only position a nigga can get down with."

"I thought you like chair sex."

"Wasn't you complaining about me not kissing you during sex, I can't do that in that position. Your belly stick out a litter more then we use to."

"True but side-by-side, at a angle wasn't bad."

"To you, I say we stick with yo being on top for now cause I ain't trying nomore of them wack ass positions and we could do doggy style but you'on like that position. Pregnant and not pregnant."

"You know I can't for my baby shower. I already got my outfit picked out." I said looking at him.

I'm not wearing a dress like most mother's do for the simple fact Anthony get hard off of shit like that and ain't nobody got time to be fucking at they baby shower.

"As long as it ain't a dress, you go but if it's a dress you not gone make it to the place it's being held."

"I'm not stupid, I ain't about to dress in anything that's gone have you expecting sex."

"Kinda hard considering half yo clothes turn me on."

I shook my head and then stood up and walked out the room.

"You ain't gone put clothes on?" Ant asked following me to the living room.

I shook my head and sat down. Who needs clothes on when the only person here is they husband.

"When was the last time you talk to you little squad?" He asked sitting beside me.

"About two weeks ago."

I really haven't been hanging out with them because we all just been on different levels lately. Lele been busy with work and Dj, Jaya busy running the shop and taking care of two kids, Justin been busy running the daycare while taking care of two kids, and well me, I been busy trying to get better mentally while planning a baby shower and getting the paper work under control dealing with the baby's surgery and recovery process.

But we do text and call each other when we get free time. I know we all wasn't planning on this to happen but what did we really expect when the men made sure they still got together sometime in the week which only left Lele and Jaya to take care of the kids and Justin really been on his own with both kids cause Kamel been out of town taking care of his dying mom.

"Y'all need to link back up. What's up with y'all, why y'all just let us leave all the work on y'all. For all you to be strong and hard headed women, y'all let us run over y'all when it comes to handling business and the children."

"So y'all realize this and still do it anyways."

"Well our baybeh ain't here yet but I'm pretty sure Zane and Dylan noticed it like I did."

"You not gone do me like that."

"Damn right cause you'll be the one that will show up with the baybeh wherever we at."

"Yep yep." I said looking at him.

He placed his hand on my stomach and looked down at me.

"Even though you lowkey crazy, I'm glade as shit D asked Lele to bring you my party and shit I'm even more glade they got drunk and threatened to strip had I not showed you my art room."

"You know I'm glade for the fight, think about it. I probably wouldn't have been asked to stay tonight if you didn't kick everybody other after the fight which caused you to worry about my safety."

"Damn that's crazy a nigga been worried about you since he met you. But shit that's just fine."

"I'm actually proud about everything that happened in our relationship like even before we started dating. Like always from Talon and Kyla attacking me to Toya entering our life. If it wasn't for them who's to say our bond and trust in each other would be this strong." I said causing him to nod.

"You right, I mean I had a fucked up perception of love and you just didn't know what it felt like for someone to actually love you. If it wasn't for them, we would still be working to make our bond this strong and to have this much trust in each other."

I nodded my head looked up at him. To think our relationship is so strong because of the people who was against us being together. They wanted to break up but ended up making us stronger.