Meaning of Family

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Temperance Miller,

I looked at my stomach in the mirror and watched as they kicked. It's so interesting to be carrying twins like with RaRa I knew the difference between her little feet and her little fist but with Kae and Don it fun to try and figure out the difference between their kicks.

"Baybeh she took shitted up her back." Ant said rushing in the room.

"Where is she at and why you not changing her?" I asked looking at him.

"She in her walker and because I'm just like damn we need to throw her little shitty ass away."

I shook my head at his goofy as and walked out the room and down the stairs. I walked in the living room and see RaRa just playing with her toys that were sitting on the tray of the walker.

I grabbed her out and held her away from my body and nose and rushed up the stairs.

"I got her bath ready." Ant said covering his nose. "Whatever she ate we need not to feed her no more." He said shaking his head.

I walked into her nursery and I laid a towel down on her changing table and then took her clothes off and her diaper. I wiped her down with some wipes to clean her up and then I wrapped another towel around her and walked into the bathroom with Anthony. After we washed her and put my baby in another onesie.

"Both of y'all are banned from ice cream." Ant said grabbing Rara from me.

"Hold up my stomach could handle ice cream late at night before I got pregnant with the twins."

"Well looks like you have twenty more weeks to wait. You half way there." He said kissing my cheek.

If looks could kill...he would be slaughtered!

"Ice!" Rara yelled as I opened the freezer.

With her teething ice has became her and our best friend. I mean one morning her was trying to bite Ant ear, lips, fingers, nose, and cheek.

"Her talking this early is beginning to scare me." Ant said as I handed her an ice cube.

She not talking as clear as Dj or the other kids but you can still understand her somewhat and what we don't understand she just point to.

"Eight months is not really that early baby. She is a few months from her 1st birthday."

"It is June 25 and her birthday is October 21st. That is a whole four months away."

"Three months and some days."

"Stop being petty Temperance."

"Can't help it. But how are we going to do the twins baby shower. Can't do a gender reveal because everyone knows that gender, can't do a twin reveal because everyone knows it's two in here. How we gone be petty this time?" I asked with a pout.

"Can't be petty this time."

"Maybe we should do the my water broke prank." I said thinking of things I can do at my baby shower to mess with everyone.

"So you want to freak everybody out and grandma a heart attack?"

"A small one?"

"No Temperance, how about we just have a normal baybeh shower. We can't be petty all the time. Plus we need to think about what games we are going to play. We can't play the same games as last year."

"True."

"Maybe we should just let Lele, Jay, and Justin plan the shit."

"Watch your mouth and okay."

"Aye you tryna have some shower sex tonight?" He asked while rocking Rara to sleep.

"I mean of course baby."

Y'all just don't understand, we haven't had sex for a whole ten hours. What is life?

"But I think we should have some bath tub sex because this stomach make shower sex difficult."

"True."

"We need to get out and do something baby. we either at work, the grocery store, or at home. We got the lives of stay at home moms."

"I know but staying at home ain't all that bad, I mean we bond with our baybeh girl, decorate our sons rooms, eat, and have sex."

"But we don't go out no where. I want to see new places, eat at restaurants I never been too." 

"But all you going to do is order chicken tenders and fries with a water to drink if they don't have lemonade."

"So you think you know me?"

"So you think you changed? But look after the twins are born we gone go on s little family travel trip. Granted it probably going to be place we will like because they won't remember but then once they get a little older we can make plans to take them to all the different Disney worlds in the world or something."

"I always wanted to go to Disney world." I said smiling.

"Big ass kid."

"Our kids passports gone be some people goals."

"I know but I really want to travel the world one day you know. Like during they summer break one year. Start to travel the world."

"Like around 4th or 5th grade. That way at least by 12th grade they will be about to say they have been to all seven continents." 

"Yeah that would be amazing."

"Right but it's also going to be expensive."

"That why I didn't say right now. After the twins are born we traveling the US."

"And we can get souvenirs from each place for them."

"Yep."

I nodded my head and then just looked at Anthony. I have the best husband in the whole wide world. I don't care what anybody say.

-So this was short and boring but aye it's an update. Oh and I have started editing some chapters. But lets take a moment for me to say THANK YOU, I'm almost at 100k readers on this book and y'all are amazing and also thank you for the 358 readers on my new book Forever My. Thank you all for the support and y'all are truly the best ever. I can't forget about Meaning Love, thank you for the 255k on there... half way mark to 300k.

Rant time --- tell me why I just found out my name is spelled wrong. My mom told the woman who did my birth certificate how to spell it but she left my other "n" out and in stead of my mom fixing it right away she just left it because she though no one would notice but the whole family and world did. Now 17 years later she wants to go add my other "n" because she is tired of people mispronouncing and my sister has had me spelling my nickname wrong all my life, like when I was younger she told me it was spelled "Nesha" and I never thought nothing of it but I just realized it suppose to be spelled "Necia"....the struggle of having my name smh.-