Meaning of Family

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Temperance Miller,

My baby shower was yesterday and even thought I liked it and it was fun, I'm still not feeling our fake ass friends. But in a good note, my babies should be here in no time. I'm 36 weeks now and they are in position but on a better note my main girl birthday is in two weeks.

"Put it down Kairah." I heard Anthony say which made me make my way down the stairs and to the kitchen.

I just stood there and watched as she ran around with the groceries as Ant tried to put them up.

"If yo little badass don't stop it girl I'm get yo momma on you." He said causing her to stop.

She looked at him and dropped the cereal then sat on the floor and started crying.

"You a whole damn clown." He said picking the cereal up.

He continued to put the groceries up. I walked over to Rara and she stopped crying and started calling Ant.

"Pop-pop." She said reaching for him.

"Nah sit there with yo badass." He said laughing her to frown.

"No!" She yelled while standing up.

"She is a trip." I said going to the refrigerator.

I grabbed my water bottle and started drinking it.

"How you feeling?" Ant asked hugging me from behind.

"Like I'm just ready to pop. I can't even see my thighs and that's sad because I have thunder thighs." I said pouting.

"Ahh." Kairah said running in the kitchen with her blankie.

"Chill put little girl." Ant said causing her to stop.

She dropped her blankie and then ran into Ant legs. She held her arms up letting him know she wanted to be picked up.

He picked her up and she kissed/licked his cheek.

"I wove you." She said hugging his neck.

"That's your baby girl." I said shaking my head.

She hasn't really been wanting to deal with me since my stomach has been getting bigger.

"Say love." Ant said kissing her cheek.

"Wove." She said smiling.

This baby can say almost any word she wants except love. She can say lie, like, etc but not love.

"So mommy gets no love?" I asked causing her to hug my neck. "Aw I love you too."

"I know she can't wait for you to push her brothers out so you can hold her."

"I know right. I would be able to hold her now but her little mean self always kick my stomach."

"She ain't gone know how to act when your stomach goes down."

"I'm not gone know how to act." I said looking down at my stomach.

"Shit I'm not gone know how to act once these six weeks go by." He said kissing my lips.

"Right. Start thr..."

"Aye Rara right here." He said cutting me off.

"Anyways what's the move for today?" I asked.

"Considering we are lonely I don't know."

"Y'all still not talking to them?" Momma asked as her, mama Samira, and grandma Shyla.

"I agree with them on this one. That was some fake shit that they pulled." Grandma Shyla said.

"They was putting the final touches on the baby shower." Momma said causing me to roll my eyes.

"I know and that's all they had to say when we showed up but instead they was trying to be secretive. We wasn't going to ask about the baby shower, we would have just left." I said with Ant nodding in agreement.

"They was acting fake so from now on we just gone call them out fake friends." Ant said shrugging his shoulders.

"Well to be honest I don't care about any of this I just want to see grandsons." Mama Samira said rubbing my stomach.

"I can't wait for you to have then. I just hope it's after Rara's birthday and no before." Grandma Shyla said.

"Same. I want then to be a year apart not eleven months apart." I said causing then to all look at me. "What if they are born before Rara's Birthday they will be Irish twins with her." I added.

"I think you gone go in labor the night if Rara's Birthday at like eleven something." Ant said.

"Same and but I don't think they gone be born until like midnight. That way the birthdays gone be 21st and 22nd."

"I say y'all all should cook me, Rara, Kae, and Don something to eat." I said looking at all four of them.

"Only because you carrying my grandsons and my grand baby got to eat." Momma said as her and Mama Samira walked to the sink.

"Just because I like you but your ass is cooking this Thanksgiving." Grandma Shyla said.

I looked at Ant waited for him to tell me the reason he's going to cook.

"Just know you better be butt ass neck after I put Rara to sleep to night." He whispered in my ear before kissing my lips.

I smiled to myself and then took Rara out his arms so we could go upstairs and watch Paw Patrol.

|| Excuse all errors once more but on a serious note...how was y'all day today? 😁. Mines was hell, cramps had a nigga sick all day to the point I couldn't even make it to school nor eat. *TMI I know*

But can y'all believe it Kairah is walking and Temperance water can break at any moment. I can't wait because I'm so tired of her being pregnant. She been pregnant the whole book almost. But yeah I'll see y'all next update (for this book or Forever My if your reading it). ||