Letters to my lover..

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Dear love,
           I don't know why I keep apologizing when I don't have anything to apologize for. All I'm doing is sitting here listening you talk shit about this and that and when you start yelling at me I tell you sorry so you can stop being mad at me. I should have defended myself. I should have told you to go to the other room and deal with it yourself, punch a wall or something. You don't need to take it out on me, someone that has helped you through so much and that has been there and accepted your flaws when no one else would. I loved you for you and you couldn't see that so that's why we aren't together anymore.
         But also you scared me more than anything else, that's why I'm in another town...

                                                            Love~me~