Letters to my lover..

21

Dear love,
           I hate to say that I haven't been sober once this week. I care to much and that brings me more pain than I should be having. It's when night time comes and that's when everything like to hit me all at once. So it's better to be high or drunk to make me forget about those feeling or just feel numb towards everything. I mean you're always high so you have no care for anything. So let's say why can't I be just like you? Oh wait, cause if I became just like you then I would be scared of myself.

                                                             Love~me~