To the moon and back (pete x patrick x Joe x andy x oc)

Filler chapter

Joe's POV~

It's been almost a month sense patrick went into that coma, he has moved rooms three times and now lays on a regular hospital bed rather than that tube. The rest of the tour was called off which resulted in a lot of hate towards us. Me, Pete and Andy don't talk much anymore because with Patrick in a coma, we can't do much music. We all have been dealing with patrick in our own ways, Andy picked up drugs and lives with his mom now, I take therapy, and I don't know about Pete, last I heard he picked up drinking and raped some girl? I have no idea. I visit patrick frequently and whenever I ask the lady at the desk she says only me, Pete, and Jamie visit him. I haven't talked to Jamie sense she told me she didn't want anything to do with Fall Out Boy anymore, that we ruined her life. *sigh*

It's 6 o'clock am and I can't sleep. my alarm clock will go off in 30 minutes.. I decided to get up and get ready. here goes another day of therapy..

Andy's POV~

I don't think I can do this anymore, between patrick in his coma, my feelings for Jamie, and the many drugs, I don't think I can do this, life, I mean. I've thought about it, I THINK suicide would be a wonderful way to go.. well depends on the way I guess.. I wouldn't want to drown myself, or hang myself.. maybe I could shoot myself in the head?? No that would be wayyy scary.. I could OD.. yea I like that idea.. because then I would control it. And I have the drugs for it so it wouldn't be hard at all to do that part. Only I would have to get out of the house because my mom is all over me and would find my body before I could completely go under and I would wake up in a hospital bed, its not like anyone would miss me anyways. Patrick's gone, me and Joe don't talk much anymore, me and Pete don't talk AT ALL anymore, and Jamie probably wants nothing to do with me, all my friends stopped talking to me sense the drugs, and my mom is ashamed of me and wants me out of the house.. I'm just a waste of space.. and I have to go to work in an hour.. Ugh.. or I could go get high.. yea I like that idea WAY better.

Pete's POV~

I have no idea where I am.. I look around. a hotel room?? I get up and push the girl next to me out of the bed. "asshole" she gets up, puts her clothes on and leaves. I have no idea where I am and who that was. What the fuck has happened to me?

Jamie's POV~

This is the day. This is the day I'm gunna turn my life around. I'm gunna stop crying, stop visiting patrick, stop missing Pete, Joe, and Andy, I'm gunna stop self harming, and try to eat something with out throwing it back up, it's gonna be great. I get up off my bed, pick out black pants, black studded combat boots, and- oh shit my Fall Out Boy t-shirt.. I run my hand over it, gosh I miss them.. NO. I shake that thought from my head and grab my Falling In Reverse T-shirt instead, I like them more anyways I've decided.. I take my pajamas off and look in the mirror. who am I kidding?? I will always be this self loathing, cry baby, girl that will always, ALWAYS miss the life she had before Patrick went into his coma.. it's been almost three months since I first met him.. It was the best day of my life.. I don't know what to do with myself anymore.. maybe I need help. Yea that's it! I'll call my friend Patricia! I put my bath robe on and pick my phone up. I go to my contacts and search pat, of course patrick shows up as the recommended for who I should call.. sorry phone, but I doubt he'll pick up. I find Patricia's name and click on it. the screen shows up with who I'm calling. wait.. does that say PETE?!?!

Pete's POV~

I'm thinking of how many times I could stab myself with a fork just enough times to realize what I'm doing here when my phone rings, I don't even look at the caller ID I just answer.

"Hello?" I ask into the phone.

"Ummm. Pete? I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to call you... and to tell you the truth I didn't think you would actually answer.."

Wait.. I know that voice.. I take my phone away from my cheek and look at the caller ID, I can't believe it! She called me, the one and only, girl that stole my heart, Jamie.