Bella's POV
My heart felt like it was beating a hundred miles an hour, but if the pain got any stronger it would of driven me insane. I couldn't remember the last time I've ever been in this much pain, oh wait...the time was bitten by James, but it didn't last this long. I had wanted this to happen for a long time and Edward finally did it, he was the one to change me; I just have to wait until I wake up, so I could begin my forever with the man I love. I didn't know how long I've been like this,but I knew I would be glad when it was over with.
All of a sudden I heard Edward say, "It's been sixty hours, I wonder how long she has left." I heard Alice tell him, "Thirty minutes, she will wake up." I was relieved, I almost thought Edward wanted to know how long I had to live." Edward asked, "What wrong?" Alice told him, "She won't remember us, I don't understand why." I thought, "What the hell?! I remember them right now!" Carlisle stated, "That seems highly impossible, she shouldn't have lost her memories of us at all." Jasper spoke, "She could just say that mess with us, she does have a dark side."
Esme suddenly said, "Bella wouldn't do such a thing, she's a nice and polite woman." Jasper told her, "You don't know how cold she was towards Mike once, she left him dumb-struck and had him stuttering like a fool." I didn't here another word from Esme after that, the pain became overwhelming and I didn't know what was happening while I was changing into a vampire forever. I felt the venom continue to flow through my veins, my body was becoming more like a vampire's as each second passed by.
Twenty-five minutes later my heart began to beat even faster than before and the pain throughout my body increased, I thought I was going to go absolutely insane. I felt Edward's hand in mine and couldn't help but smile, I knew I could make it through this if I had Edward by my side. I just couldn't wait to see my baby girl, I wondered if she would look the same as the last time I saw her. I would have to be careful of how I hold her, I didn't want to accidentally crush her to death. I remembered I told Edward Reneesme was Jacob's imprint, he had taken it well because he knew I would take care of Jacob if he ever hurt our daughter.
All of a sudden my heart stopped beating and I knew the change to a vampire was finished, I still could remember everyone and was going to pretend I didn't. I opened my eyes to see an angelic face and asked, "Who are you?" He looked stunned and like he wanted to cry, so I stopped pretending and said, "I'm sorry, Edward." I told him, "I want to see my daughter." Edward told me, "I think you should hunt first." I folded my arms over my chest and said, "I want to see her, I won't bite my own child." Alice confirmed, "She won't hurt Reneesme, Jacob will act overprotective though."
Edward held my hand as we headed downstairs to the living room, Jacob was holding my precious baby girl and he definitely was acting overprotective over her. I told him, "It's a mother's job to act overprotective of her child." Edward said, "Bring the baby over to Bella, Jacob." Jacob asked, "Aren't you afraid Bella will hurt her?" Reneesme wiggled in Jacob's arms and held her arms out towards me, I realized then that my daughter looked like she was a year old. I stated, "Reneesme is aging awfully fast." Edward said, "I know."
Jacob slowly approached me and then reluctantly handed Reneesme over to me, I said, "I'll return your imprint to you in a few minutes." Reneesme smiled up at me and said, "Momma." I looked at her in shock and said, "You can already speak, you're going to be a smart girl when you get older." She giggled and placed her hand on my cheek, images popped into my mind right away. She showed me the first time she saw me and everything that happened until this very moment, she had a gift that was opposite of Aro's. I said happily, "My little girl has a gift, should of expected it since both her parent's have powers."
Edward's POV
Bella handed the baby over to Jacob and lead me over to out of the house, she told me, "You have to teach me how to hunt." I told her, "I will, but let's get a few miles away first." Bella followed me as I took off running north, a few seconds later we came to a stop. I got behind her and placed my hands on her shoulders, I told her to close her eyes and and take a deep breath. I asked her, "What do you hear?" She replied, "I hear about seven heart-beats of a herd of deer approximately three miles away." I told her, "Excellent, now go after them and take out the weakest in the heard."
I felt some distance between us as I followed Bella, she lunged at a deer and stop when she smelt something better: it was a cougar. She made her way towards the lion and played with it like Emmett likes to do with his meals,then she lunged at its throat and drained it dry. After that Bella started following the scent of the herd of deer, I followed her and took out a deer myself. I had been thirsty myself, but Carlisle had provided me with some animal blood to tie me over until Bella had become a vampire like us.
All of a sudden the wind shifted and I caught the scent of a human, Bella's head snapped up in that direction and a few seconds later she took off running. She took off even faster than me and I couldn't even catch up to her, when she came into view she was already next to the human. I thought she wasn't going to make him her snack, but she didn't even try to attack him. She asked, "What are you doing this deep in the mountains?" He replied, "Climbing to the top." She told him, "It's too dangerous to be this deep in the mountains, there's a lot of cougar's in this area; I already had to fight one off of me and got covered in it's blood." He asked, "What are you doing in the mountains?" She told him as she gestured towards me, "I'm hiking with my husband."
A few seconds later the man looked over at me and back at Bella, he said, "I see." Then he happened to scrape his knee against the rock, the smell of blood hit the air a second later. Bella didn't to get affected by that at all, she continued talking to him and took care of his wound. She told him, "If I were you I would head home soon, so you don't get attacked by any wild animals nearby. He nodded in acknowledgment and she climbed back down, once we knew he couldn't see us anymore we took off to continue hunting somewhere else.
Bella's POV
Edward and I continued hunting for the next few hours, there were a few times I wanted to steal his meal from him; then there were a few times I wanted to pull the animal away from him and have my way with him. After I was full Edward grabbed my hand and we took off running towards our meadow, I kissed him on the cheek and we sat down next to him. I told him, "I love you, Edward, I loved you from the first moment I laid my eyes on you." He grinned and said, "I love you too, Bella, forever and always."
A few seconds later he kissed me and I thought things couldn't get any better, nothing could make me anymore happier. I got what I always wanted and that was to spend forever with Edward, he was the one that made me happy. He had come to my rescue when I was just a split of a second from ending my life, I returned the favor by going to Italy to get him and Alice back from the Volturi. We didn't have to worry about them because Alice, Jasper, Edward, and I had killed them, which in my opinion was a little fun since I was human at the time.
I suddenly came to revelation that the change of events that followed after Edward left me had lead him right back to me again, so Edward would realize my life wouldn't have gone back to the way things were before I met him. Edward was the most important person in my life, I had made him realize I couldn't live without him. I also figured out that everyone possesses a dark side, I had once been known as a nice girl and I had completely change after the love of my life had left me. I had complete lost my mind and planned my own suicide, but my dark side remained with me once I had my Edward.
Edward pulled me out of my thoughts by asking, "What are you thinking about, Bella?" I lied, "You and our future together, it looks like we have a wonderful forever in front of us." He told me, "I couldn't a image a world where you didn't exist, I'm glad I got to just in time." I told him with a smile, "I'm glad too." He leaned in to kiss me gain, my emotions took over me complete. I felt love and happiness at the same time, I knew life couldn't get any better than this. I had the man I love and a daughter to call my own, I wouldn't allow anything to take him away from me. My dark side was repressed at the moment, but if anything tried to take my family away from me it would arise and that person better watch out.
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THE DARK SIDE OF BELLA SWAN
FanficBella has been having suicidal thoughts ever since Edward left her in the woods. A few months pass by and she plans her suicide. Will something unexpected happen on the day she tries to kill herself? Will something or someone save her from herself...