Chapter 12: Fight

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Jacobs P.O.V

How could she do that to me. I loved her. Loved her more than anything. I was always there for her. Then some bloodsucker comes along and she chooses him over me? 

Do I mean nothing to her? 

Pictures of Bella when she was human flashed across my brain. Edward and Bella or Edward and me. Look who she chose, it was the same principle now. But I hadn't imprinted on her. 

Renesmee was my soul mate. The one I would do anything for...

But you want her to be happy don't you? Well if she's happy with that Zake boy then let her be happy. Steph called to me 

Shut up Steph. I said simply.

Silencer followed. I concentrated on my paws beating the cold, unforgiving ground.

But as much as I didn't want to hear the answer. Steph was right. I wanted her to be happy. And the right thing to do was to stay back and let her be happy. Just be there when she needs you.

No a small part of my brain augured. You've waited for her for so long, you simply can't give up now. You've got to at least try! 

So there's my answer. Once again I was going to have to fight for my love. But unlike last time I will try harder because the prise was bigger, Renesmee is my whole world and I wasn't about to let some slab of glittery stone swipe her from me. 

No. I will fight. I won't give up until she tells me to. After all, she said she hasn't made her mind up so I will battle until she does and only when she does will I resign.

I lept far into the brisk air and transformed back into my human form. I was getting pretty good at this. Pretty soon I'll probably be able to change into my clothes before I hit the ground. 

I pulled my shorts on and walked thought the silent forest. Well it wasn't silent before but when some beast comes running full force through the forest and then morphs into something else. The animals don't really  stick around and wait to find out what the transformation results in.

I walked through the forest slowly, not in any particular rush to escape from the beautiful nature around me. 

It was almost dark now and I don't think the Cullens will be too happy if I come back late. Not like they will be sleeping but hey, I don't want to give Emmett an excuse to fight- Not that i wouldn't enjoy it though...

Instead I thought sensible and broke into a run making up for loss time. I dodged past the tall tree's and frost coated brushes. 

I made my way to the clearing that lead to the Cullen house. I backtracked and ran to the river. Leaping over easily. I landed with a slight thud and walked to the Cullen house where Edward opened the door and let me in.

I strolled to be welcomed with a hug of Esme "We're so glad your back, we've been so worried about you" She said her small stature looking up at me with the warmest of smile filling her plump lips.

Her smile was infectious, I couldn't help but smile warmly back at her wondering how someone could be so good in this world. The world could do with more people like her.

I saw Edward nod in agreement near the back of the room and a small smile pull at the corner of his lips.

I heard Renesmee breathing lightly upstairs asleep. 

Her sleeping reminded me that I too was also tired. I yawned just at the thought of it. 

"Please go to sleep" Carlisle called "You must be tired" He added.

I nodded and staggered to the spare room where I fell on the bed and closed my eyes awaiting the dreams that may not even grace my thoughts.

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