You okay, little miss? {A Jacob Skelton Fanfic}

~It struck me~

31/10/13 Woah took me awhile! :/ but here ya go ;p xx (i love vacations, you get a whole week to get business done :))

Happy halloween ya all! Anyone going to celebrate? :) xx

~It struck me~

Lilly's P.O.V.

She was sitting astounded on the toilet, scared by my outburst and scared by what my outburst was about.

'Lilly, you don't understand.' She nearly begged, I heard Emmalin's small footsteps till near my side and I wrapped an arm around her petite shoulders.

Trying to protect her in some sort of way because what was coming now would be worse than anything so far. I should feel relief, knowing what was going to happen to Ava, but I could only be afraid in her place and it was killing me.

Because I didn't have to feel the anxiety that was meant for her, seep in my mind.

'I don't wanna understand either. I can't believe you let him make more innocent people just so they could die!' I screeched. 'Because that's what's happening right now, do you understand? You are letting an innocent chile grow inside you FOR HIM! FOR THIS SHIT DESTINY THAT WILL FUCKING HAUNT THE POOR THING FOREVER!' I threw the package at her as she was trying to hold back tears.

My voice lowered as she was on the verge of breaking down but the despite was still clear in my choice of hateful words.

'Wasn't ruining one child's life enough? Do you want more people who love you to suffer? Cause congrats, from now on you are.' Her eyes pleaded for forgiveness, for a grint of something that was clearly not inside me on this moment.

I could feel no sympathy at all towards the broken woman in front of me. The woman who was busy destroying someone's life before that person was even born.

'The thing won't even have a choice.' I heard my own voice croak at the end and I closed the door, realising that all my pity went out to the growing baby inside her belly now.

I went back to my own room, Emmalin following soon after.

'What is going to happen to mommy?' Emmalin's quiet voice posed me a question that made my anger boil.

I sat down on my bed and looked at her, tears were evidently rolling down her cheeks and I scrunched my nose. How can she still love her?! After all she has done now, how can she not know that what will happen will-

then it struck me, she doesn't know what will happen, yet.

I patted the space next to me on the bed instead she came sitting opposite of me.

'You and him, you visited the place right?' I asked her carefully and she nodded. I hated the fact I needed to remind her of that awful orphanage, well more like a storage for the selling-people-market but okay then...

'They are all his kids Emmalin.' She gasped and a frown of confusion overtook her features. 'Not really of course, not biologically, no. But that's not what those children know or believe. He took them away from families whom have only one mother and no dad or where there were too many kids and stuff. Families who only had each other to be honest and he took that away from them.' I saw she was again beginning to cry but I knew that she would find out somehow and she needed to know in what for situation we were right now.

'He manages somehow to make them believe that he isn't the dangerous one, but that the others are.'

'But how can he make those kids do that? Don't they remember how they used to live? Don't they remember that they don't belong in that place?' She practically yelled and I needed to calm her down before continuing my horrible explanation of the cruel truth.