Complicated

Chapter 19

I look at the boy I thought I knew yesterday blankly and coldly, keeping in mind that he did this to himself.

"'Really' what?" I mock him. He looks at me again, now clearly hurt. Why?

"How could you do-" my anger cuts him off.

"Oh me? How could I? Look at the sluts hiding behind you! So how could you." I fire back and I feel Harry's hand on my shoulder, which lowers my tension, but not by much.

"Excuse me?" I hear Toni call with attitude in her voice but I'm too angry to let down to her now.

"You heard me!" I take a step forwards before i realize what I'm doing. She shuts up. The last time I remember seeing her she was drunken and passed out on the couch, only to be comforted my empty beer cans.

"Honestly, Victoria? Your here, with him?" He says him in a disgust-filled tone and I hear Harry's voice finally come to save me besides me.

"Are you kidding me? You cheated on Tor and fucking left her alone at a party she didn't even belong at!" Harry defends me but the words 'belong at' give a small pinch to my chest.

"Do I even know you?" Erich yells back in a snobby way, obviously ignoring what he had been informed on.

"Yes hi. I'm the guy who answered the door when you were looking for the girlfriend you lost." Erich opens his mouth, closes it, then speaks after coming to a realization.

"You told me she wasn't in there!" I look around us to see that we have dragged in a couple of wandering eyes.

"She didn't deserve to be mistreated by you!" Harry scolds. "What were you going to do? Tell her you were sorry for fucking her best friend?" I swear that my heart stops beating. He fucked my best friend. Tears build on my eyes but I take a deep breath. Toni laughs.

"She wasn't my best friend! She's prude! She wouldn't do anything even if she wanted to!" She laughs harder and I clench my teeth hard. She wasn't my best friend. I can't tell if she's trying to act like she was always playing me or if she actually was.

"Oh then trust me. You do not want to know what happened in the past day." Harry says and I turn to him with my eyes open wide, trying to halt the words before they escape his mouth.

"What do you mean..?" Erich's tone completely changes. Don't say it Harry. Don't say it.

"Why does it matter to you? You've done plenty with her." He refers to Toni. She let's out another laugh.

"See! He's bluffing! They didn't do shit." She stomps he foot with a laugh.

"Well maybe she's not a slut like you." Harry mumbles.

"Oh please Harry really? You have slept wit-"

"Be quiet Toni." Niall threatens against her incomplete sentence. I don't think I wanted to hear the end of it. I think I much rather run away and hide under Harry's - no my blanket. I feel like no one is with me right now. I'm just so confused.

"Shut up Niall." She screams from her previous laugh. "And look at you bringing this ugly-" Toni starts but I cut her off. What does she have against the sweet girl with Niall. Probably absolutely nothing but that's Toni for you.

"No you shut up, Toni! I'm tired of you and your shit. I don't want to hear it anymore! I'm so tired of hearing you complain about your life and shit on people for absolutely nothing! Fucking leave if you have a problem!" I'm shouting and I'm surprised by the words leaving me mouth.

Toni looks at each of us, and then at Erich. I can faintly see his throat bulge out quick in a gulp. She rolls her eyes and turns around. I don't know what this rush of adrenalin is from but I want to grab a bunch of blonde strands in my hand and pull with all my strength. Honestly, I would feel bad though. And that hurts me the most, that Toni can hurt me so much and I still won't do anything to hurt her. Right now I defended myself and I'm still stunned by my actions.

When we reach the guys at the gate checking our tickets, he looks more nervous than our group. I'm happy to see that the group of three in front of us just fits the hay ride before us, so we won't be on the same one.

When the guy closes the gate behind them, Toni laughs to the two of them. But I know her too well. I scared her. I made her shut up and she's not laughing a real laugh. She's laughing to spite me- to try to make me jealous. I know it's fake and it surprising to me that I'm not upset. I'm satisfied in knowing I won this time.

Harry wraps an arm around me. I look up at him, remembering the words that almost were fully left from Toni's mouth. I need to confront him about it..but later. I don't want to ruin my night more than it already is.

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