I used to have a frozen heart
Broken shattered thorn apart
Bruised cut and set to burn
All my life I never learned
Festered wounds that never heal
A plagued cruel life to live
Endless and unbearable ordeal
I had nothing left to give
Slowly drifting away from life
Would that be the end of my strife
Will the suffering commence again
This life is never ending pain
Everlasting misery endless torment
Its all I've ever known and had
Plunging in my dark descent
I dont think I'm going mad
But what is sense and what is life
Does anything bear any meaning
Is there even an end at all
Will the curtains ever fall
What a relief my death would be
It would set me free of...me
I've become what I dread most
A meaningless empty ghost