Weakness

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Being strong
For too long
Makes you weak
When I fear nothing
Turns into I feel nothing
You're at the end of the rope
And still a long way to go
Stuck in downward spiral
And there's nothing to do
Your rough exterior dried up
Your inside is fucked up
You're set to crumble
You're due to fall apart
If you can't feel
Do you even have a heart
What's left of you now
You're beyond the question why
When you don't even know how
Well, you were living a lie
You were never strong
You were never your own
There was always someone
But now you're alone
Now you're shattered
Soon you'll be but the dust
Severed of all connections
You've never been able to trust
People stick to you
But only for a while
They stab you with tiny needles
In every inch of your being
And pull all that away
You're left incomplete
Bleeding any desire of life you had
Wishing you'd just be dead
You put one foot in front of another
But where will you end up
You're just the broken shell of a man
Never to be whole again
How far can you get
On what goal are you set
You don't know it yet
But you're already dead
How much can you take
Are you even awake?
You used to dream
But nevermore
Yet you carry on to walk
You tell yourself it's not enough
But you will go on until the end

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