Vivid dreams ? halucinations ?
                              Is this reality ? Imagination ?
                              Is it bright light or is it dark ?
                              I just cant tell anything apart.
                              Everything is swirling everything is stale
                              I feel weak withered tired lifeless and pale
                              All this thinking drains so much
                              Or perhaps I lost my touch
                              Some things may yet be beyond reason
                              Maybe not within my grasp
                              I just pass time with every season
                              And hope that I will last
                              The pain of pleasure that is never enough
                              The pleasure of feeling no pain
                              It almost feels apropriate to be rough
                              As without pain there is no gain
                              Who deems what is worthy to have
                              Who dictates what is not
                              Who decides how we behave
                              And who damned us to rot
                              Numberless questions and limited time
                              Why even bother just draw the line
                              Just hurry up and take me away
                              Wherever you want I dont want to stay
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  