Do you want me to hate you ?
Do you hate me too ?
Is my loathing
Just so enthralling ?
Do you want me to be cold?
Of all feelings devoid
No empathy
Just apathy
Or not even a single word
I'm still human
Those are things
I cannot be
Being cold is just not me
I can't berate you
You're not something I can ignore
It would tear me apart
To hurt you
It would destroy me
To leave
I'm simply not capable of this
And is this all you want ?
I guess it's not me
I guess I'll just leave
And I'll leave everything behind
I've sought so long
Something I'm not ment to find
I guess I'm the one in the wrong
Maybe I'm not ment for this world
Or not ment for this life
For all the drama and the strife
I don't belong neither here
Nor there
I can't feel right anywhere
I can only look for the end.
