Unwinding and writhing
I crawl in my skin
All alone and sweating
I drowned in sin
I kept thinking of you again
I know for you it's all the same
But you're still here in my mind
I think about you all the time
Aches and ails whittle me down
And I fall without a sound
So deep into despair
I can't even gasp for air
Why do I always end up like this ?
What's so important that I miss ?
To always want what's not for me
Is this how things should be ?
I can't seem to get enough
When it comes to misery I like it rough
Just keep pushing me away
Little by little every day
I am worth nothing to none
The world would be better with me gone
I don't even need a sign
The way things are aligned
To just get in my way
Each and every day
Just once again to see
"It's not you , it's me"
