It dawned on me
And endless horizon
Dreams as far as the eye could see
I end up chasing
Everything that I can't be
How does one feel complete
You can only go one way
But you can change direction
You can't be everywhere
The curse of imperfection
The course of entropy
The cost of every action
Existence is a chain
I know I could be
Everything you couldn't see
It's all imaginary
A slave to reality
Into coherent madness I descend
To find I'm everything that I resent
I dwell within only to see
Everything that's wrong is me
I've ruined myself to nothing
But I was not content
For when I was rebuilt
And there was nothing to hide
The walls caved in
And I was trapped inside
I couldn't find myself at peace
For I am just still me
And I was all along
For something else that I could be
Or being somewhere I belong
But where reasoning fails
So does cognizance
I failed to see things
Beyond their appearance
And here I am again
Digging in silence
I'll die a slave
Digging my own grave
