You pushed me slightly on a slippery slope
I spiraled lower and lower everslowly
To a place of no hope
But I loved you dearly
It slowly killed me when you never had time
When all I wanted was you to be mine
Postponed forever and left with no reply
I'm at the point where I want to die
You promised forever you said you would try
But it was all just a beautiful lie
It makes me wonder
Were you ever mine ?
Or its some sort of game
And you don't feel the same
Am I some kind of toy
Does my sadness bring you joy ?
What do you even want...
I can clearly see
You don't want me.
