Locker 1583//S.W

0.8

Alanna

The rest of winter break went agonisingly slow and I hadn't seen Sammy since the party which broke me even more.

"Cameron have you heard anything from the Wilkinson's?" I asked "no sorry" he said "don't forget dinner soon" he said I rolled my Eyes remembering the Grier/ Dallas dinner combination we're having "Nash treats you right" cam protested "yah sure he does" I scoffed and went to get ready.

I straightened my hair and applied may make up with a winged liner. "I like your skirt" sara complemented I nodded pulling down my sleeves covering my still bruised wrists the hickey on my neck was still prominent but my dad is fine with it as its from Nash.

"Lana come on" Sara chirped she was wearing a similar outfit to mine Mine except with black tights and white shorts and the same shoes. I nodded and walked to the car. She understood exactly what's happened at the party and we finally get along. "Here" she said latching a necklace around my neck "its beautiful S" I said hugging her "no problem A" she said and we got in the car "about time girls" my dad Nagged we rolled our eyes and zoned out.

"Girls come on!" My dad snapped as we walked into the restaurant slowly. "S im scared" i breathed she slipped her
hand in mine and smiled "you'll be okay look The Espinosas are here too" I nodded and glanced at the seating places "look Lana I'm opposite you so just give me our secret code and I'll help you out" Sara said  and we took our seats.

10 minutes after I settled heard Skylynn's voice and immediately tensed up "hello!" She giggled running in "hey kiddo" Sara said hugging her I just smiled and felt him walk behind me "hey babe have you missed me?" He asked loud enough for people to hear "yeah of course" I faked turning to him and his bruised face he held his arms out and I reluctantly hugged him back we sat down and joined in a group conversation with all three families "so I'm glad you two are happy still" my dad said "you two are a great couple" Mrs Espinosa said I thanked them "well it's what happens when you're made for each other and feeling like every kiss relives your first" Nash said looking at me I felt sick to my stomach around him "Lana honey are you okay?" My dad asked "I just need some air" I said leaving the restaurant.

"Hello" a small voice whispered to me "uh hi?" I questioned looking around "why did you run from your family?" The small person asked coming out from behind a dumpster "some of them did bad things to me" I said "well what happened to that boy?" She asked "that  boy doesn't like me anymore I messed up" I said thinking of Sam "well talk to him! Fix it" she huffed "I guess you're right he keeps dodging my calls" I said "oh my gosh I'm 4 years old never been to school but I know that you're better off doing it in person" she sighed I giggled "hey what's your name?" She grinned "Harper" she said I looked to the ground "I love that name" I whispered and the door opened "ready to come back in?" Nicole asked with Harry by her side "I need to see Sammy" I said tears starting to drop down my face "I'll cover for you." Nicole said and Nash came out "get back inside" Nicole said "I'll just tell the head that Mr styles is engaging in sexual activity with a student" Nash said "and I can just say I'm a friend of her parents and I give them private tutoring" Harry said "Alanna just go it's fine you wanna win right?" Nicole said and I started walking and walking leaving Sam voicemail after voicemail.

Eventually I arrived at Sammy's I was soaked as it had rained and snowed. I knocked on his door and waited Annie answered the door and dragged me into the house "you're freezing!" Emily said and Ben came threw a blanket around me. "No really I'm fine is Sammy here?" I asked trying to get out of her warming hug "yeah he's in the basement" Ben said "th..thanks" I breathed and rushed down the stairs almost tripping Sammy was there the Jacks were there and Nate was there Sammy had an empty bottle of whisky next to him "Alanna" he said standing up I hugged him crying on him while he cried too. "Jj Gilinsky come on" Nate said "dude what the fuck he's crying! We can't leave" Johnson said "they need time come on" Nate demanded and they followed him upstairs and closed the door. "Baby it's me come on tell me everything" I pleaded stroking his hair I pulled him to the couch and laid him down taking his shirt off "you're my best fucking friend Alanna remember that" he said wiping his tears I did the same "you're mine too" I said shakily he pulled me on top of him I had my legs either side and remained sat up "you hate skirts" he said "I know but I had a meal with my family" I said he unhooked the button and slipped my skirt off leaving me in the black body suit. "You're freezing c'mere" he said I laid on his chest and he pulled the comforter over us he kept his arms around my waist. "It hurt missing you this much, it f.ucking killed me" I sobbed "me too baby" he said and we laid in the quietness together holding each other for Dear life.