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.... "Alanna come on baby it's time to go home" "do we get food?" She asked "uh yeah come on" I said lifting her up. "Sammy you know I actually really f.cking love you" she said "that's great I love you too babe" I said and put her in the car.

"Are you mad?" She asked "uh yeah it's because you're tired but you won't go to sleep for me" I lied and started the car "okay I'll sleep now just sleep for a bit okay?"

Alanna

I closed my eyes for what felt like a brief moment and I woke up and sammy with tears in his eyes and bloody noset. "What happened?" I asked still intoxicated. "Your brother looks worse trust me" he said and carried me up to his room.

"Sam can I sleep in your bed tonight?" I asked kicking off my shoes. He nodded "but your clothes are covered in alcohol so c'mere arms up!" He said I sat in front of him and he took off my shirt. "Look at me" he said and wiped off all the make up  "Shorts" he said I stood up and helped take my shorts off and then I laid back in bed.

"You're so hot" I mumbled as he laid next to me in just his boxers. I saw his cheeks turn a pale pink and I laid side ward with head oh his stomach he plaid with my hair with his bad hand and with his good he was texting Shawn,Nate, jack and jack. "Sam" I whispered

"Yeah Alanna" he said moving his phone "thank you" I said pulling the cover around me a little more. "What for" he said switching it off and putting it to the side. "I dunno putting up with me." I said sitting up he smiled sighing "it's not hard putting up with you, I really enjoy it." He said

I giggled wrapped my arms around his torso. "I really wanna go on an adventure" I sighed finally turning back to myself "really?" He asked "ha nope I'd rather stay in bed with you." I said he laughed "what happened to your hand?" I asked it was all bruised and swollen.

"Cameron broke it I think." He said "my cam did that" I said quietly "either him or Nash or Matt" he shrugged "you can't let him get away with that" I said

"what am I gonna do Alanna?" He said "mhmm yeah" I said finally realising he wasn't part of my group. He was part of lows.

"It's fine it'll heal." He said I nodded and fell back to sleep.

The next morning I woke up in sam's bed. Alone in just my black matching under wear from the night before. I pulled the cover around me and looked to the bathroom. He was in there luckily.

I stood up and walked in "well that's a sight I'd love to see every morning" he said brushing my hair behind my ear. "Who ever said you couldn't?" I smiled he lifted me onto the counter

"you need to stop looking good. Even hungover" he said his eyes scanning everything on me.

"I think you should put some clothes on before..." he says "why ever so?" I smirked hooking my legs around his hips. "Alanna you can't do this" he said smiling "I can and I know you can too" I said "I mean I guess I could." He said "but my hand" he said

"you have another hand you can do the same amount of sh.it with" I said and pressed my lips against his jaw line. "Are you 100% sure princess?" He asked "Sam I promise I'm ready, are you?" I asked he nodded excitedly

The front door opened and it was Emily. "Sam you won't believe what happened" she called "I'll be out in a mo Em" he said sliding his shirt over my head I jumped down and followed him to the stair case. "So remember that chick with the short hair and the short skirt. Well she legit came up to me and yanked my hair...." Emily started yapping on.

"Did you hit her back?" Sam asked "uh of course...anyway, dad's home today" she said he looked down "that's-great" he said "sam I know it's hard but you know what it's like for him" she said

"yeah he runs off to stay with his new girlfriend and then comes home when she dumped him and we're st the receiving end of his frustration" Sam blurted out "just try to stay out of his way" Emily suggested "thanks Em but I'll be out of his way" he said

"And yours and bens and Annie's until he's gone" Sammy looked at me his eyes welled with tears. Emily slammed her bedroom door behind her and he ran back into his.

I chased after him. "Baby don't cry" I begged sitting on the edge of his bed "you don't understand Alanna" he said his face buried into his hands "Sammy please" I said softly.

His head rose to the left and his hand dropped to his legs. "I-he, my dad never did anything to intentionally hurt me...us at the beginning" he breathed heavily

"I never got why I was the child that got 0 attention, I couldn't play soccer like Ben or track like Ann and Em. I was just Sam. The runt of the family" he said wiping his eyes.

"He treats me so different from them I can't even stand it anymore" he snapped up throwing a duffel bag to his bed shoving his things in it.

"Sammy where are you going?" I asked "Nate's" he sighed I grabbed his forearms "you are not going anywhere, calm down" I said ruling his actions. "Alanna please" he yelled.

"We're going away for spring break" I said "what?" His brows knitted together.

"You heard me boy, pack yo sh.it. Neatly this time"

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