Locker 1583//S.W

3.7

•••Christmas Eve•••

Aidan and Teddy were dressed smartly in matching outfits and Luna was with Nate and his family as he was desperate to bring her with him.

"Come on boys" I said we were going to my dad's for a little.

"Hello?" I called entering the house. To be greeted by Sandra. "Hello love, your father's just making some food Cameron's up with his friends doing whatever they do" she smiled

I nodded and the boys went to play with jade. "Cammy?" I ran up to his room and dived onto his bed. "Sup homie?" I asked "just chillin" he said slinging his arm over my shoulder. "Your Christmas presents are in my car" I said.

"Oh thanks you didn't have to" he said "I did" I said "what are you guys doing for Christmas then?" I asked.

"I might just see if I can stay with my mom I haven't seen skylynn in a while"
"Caniff mansion for me" Trey shrugged

"Cool well ya'll can all drop my house tomorrow evening if you like?" I suggested "thanks Lana I'll keep that in mind." He said.

"Where Lil Lu?" Cameron asked "With Nathan" I said "Lana did you hear on the news?" Nash asked "no what?"

"Sam's taking a break after a couple more shows" "said he wants to spend time with his family" "when?"

"I don't know I think sometime after new year" he shrugged "well he'll be moving in with his sisters because I've got a family his kids have a father figure and he's no longer wanted"

After saying that I instantly regretted it. My heart belongs with Sam nothing could change that. I loved Nate but Sam was my first love.

"Mom?" Aidan walked in and hugged Trey "I haven't seen you in so long!" Aidan said "I know it's been a while" "what's up Aid?" I asked "oh yeah dad's here" Aidan said.

"Nathan!" I gasped and ran down stairs. "Hey" I greeted him "hey I came to drop off Luna" he said "can't you stay a little longer?" I pouted.

"I've gotta run some errands at work, I've missed you though" he said "Lana I'll watch the kids, go with him but be back by 5" Sara said "is that okay?" I asked Nate.

"Of course" he said and we left.

We went straight to his office. "There's something I need to show you actually" he said leading me through a door.

"This is where I used to stay when I wasn't at your place" he said it was a bedroom identical to the one he has at my place. "How long do we have?" I asked.
"As long as we need baby girl" he said his hands on my hips.

"Perfect" I said smiling. I planted kisses on his neck and pulled his shirt off whilst taking off my leggings.

He pushed me on the bed and we proceeded to have sex.

We laid there for a moment taking in the peaceful silence. "Nate, why won't you move in with us?" I asked tracing the tattoo on his chest.

"I don't know, I should shouldn't I?" He asked I nodded. "And you need to stop giving me hickeys look" I said pointing the collection on my chest some old some new.

"Can't help myself" he shrugged pulling me closer. "We gotta get back soon" I sighed "it's only 3" he said furrowing his brows. "I thought you had errands to run?" I asked.

"I have assistants for that" he said "Nate come on I'm getting paranoid I've never left Luna with anyone but you" I begged praying he'd let us go back to the kids.

"She'll be fine but yes we can go back" he said I thanked him and put my shirt, underwear and leggings back on.

"Mommy" teddy ran into my arms. "You miss us?" I asked "only you" he said "where's LuLu and Aidan?" I looked around only seeing Jade and a heavily pregnant Sara on the couch with my dad and Sandra.

"Luna's asleep and Aidan's with Cameron" jade said. I nodded going to collect my other two kids.

"Come on bud we gotta go and drop Nate off at his moms" I said "can't we stay for a bit longer" Aidan whined "no come on santa's on his way! And we've all eaten so much we'll burst!" I said.

"Have good Christmas guys" I said going to collect Luna from my room. "I'll carry her mom" Aidan said carefully picking her up. She stirred slightly but remained asleep.

"Hey dad" Aidan walked down stairs standing beside Nate. "Merry Christmas grandpa"  he smiled. "Come on then we need to give your aunts and uncle a visit.

"Em?" I walked into the house that hadn't changed at all since high school. "Hey!" She greeted us smiling.

"Have you seen Sam's recent interview?" She asked excitedly taking Luna from Aidan. "No?"

She pressed play on the laptop.

" interviewer: So Sammy do you miss your girlfriend? And obviously your sons? What about your daughter you've never met her before?

Sammy: yeah of course I miss them all however she and I are no longer a thing, I'm always going to love her but distance is torture

Interviewer: is this why you're taking a break?

Sammy:..."

"He's coming home!" She seemed so happy about it "that's... well that's" I stuttered. "Great I know" she smiled.

We stayed for around half an hour and left.

"Bye baby girl" Nate said kissing my cheek "bye" "see ya in the morn" he waved to the kids.

As soon as I got home I got the kids to bed and showered. Washing every part of me.

I thought what happened today would make me love Nathan even more. But it just made me want Sam back even more.