Locker 1583//S.W

1.8

I stand there watching the sunlight catching through the window and bouncing onto the wall. I reached over and dragged across the curtain making the room darker the little nightlight keeping a slight illumination,it's been 7 weeks since I have been to school. I don't plan on going back anytime soon.

"Lana, it's Cameron please just take this BLT? I made it just the way you like it" he said my brain said to open the door and take the god damn sandwich but I wasn't in the mood for food or him or anything right now.

"Please Lana just tell Sara to f.uck off or to stop stealing your things" he begged I wanted to tell him I'm okay.
I can hear the worry in his voice it just won't come out.

"just to let you know Lana I love you with all my heart" he said softly sitting against my door I could hear him out there sobbing.

"Cameron just Go to bed I'll sort it" Sara sighed I heard Cameron walk away and Sara breathe against my door.

"Lana it's me please just let me in?" She asked "I'm leaving this yummy BLT and giant bottle of fresh Apple juice out here while I talk to cam okay please just take it?" She said and walked up to the attic room.

Reluctantly I pulled the bottle in and the plate. "It's been a while" I breathed silently and devoured the whole thing and slid the plate back under.

I crawled into bed it was 4am and Sara is playing parent when in reality it's supposed to be cam and I.

Nicole's texts kept coming through making my phone go mad. I ignored them.This is all her fault she told Sam. She told Sammy that my love was fake.

Although it was at first, I fuc.king love him with my whole heart.

"I kept telling myself it's all over in a few months you don't have to put up with it for much longer but I wanted it, I gave my all to him and made it seem like nothing I gave him my virginity and lied saying I had lost it properly before so he wasn't scared I miss him my heart hurts " I cried

I brushed out my hair and clambered out and walked as fast as I could to Nate's house.

"Nathan!" I whisper yelled climbing to his window he slumbered over half asleep "Lana what are you doing here? It's 5am?" He asked.

"where's Sam!" I asked "uh" he started "hurry the frick up!" I snapped my whole body still shaking.

"there's this little lodge house in the hills near a lake where the random trees are, he goes there when he needs to clear his head" he yawned.

"thankyou, can I borrow your car?" I asked "f.uck it" he said chucking me his Ferrari keys I gave him a nod and got down and drove off.

After reaching the destination his car was there. And I heard him playing a song.

(Ik ik I shouldn't but I had to, so the song Jealous by Labrinth let's pretend it's sammy's k? Just for this book)

I walked in quietly seeing him sing like that made me feel all kinds of emotions. "It's hard for me to say I'm jealous of the way you're happy without me" he sung the last line and noticed I was there.

"Alana" he breathed "Sam" I replied "get your ass here" he pleaded his arms open I leapt into his embrace squeezed as tight as possible "I love you" I sighed.

"I love you too, and you hurt me but it's over now I've forgiven myself" he replied "can we go home?" I asked "speaking of which I have a surprise remember?" He said I nodded and we got in my car. He drove back into civilisation and 20 minutes away from my home to a little house.

"Well my grandma is super loaded and decided that I needed almost $1,000,000" he said "is this ours?" I asked in shock "indeed my queen" he said.

At this point we were both pretty stoked and ran inside. "Sam we've been broken up for 2 months" I began as his hand reached the door "nah baby girl you've always been mine 3 months" he said.

He opened the door and it looked amazing already. Sammy took me on a tour around he had already moved quite a lot of stuff in.

"You have a room specially for my makeup and clothes!" I squealed he nodded as I hugged him.

"we also have three spare rooms and not to forget the screening room basement" he said I kissed his face repeatedly.

"Grandma and grandpa Wilk are amazing right?" He asked I nodded. Suddenly a wave of nausea came over me. "Sam I-" I quickly ran to the bathroom and puked in the toilet.

He rushed over holding back my hair.
"Something you ate?" He asked "no" I said shyly. "My babe must be sick" he said pulling me closer to his chest.

"Can we stay here just for this weekend?" I asked "yes" he said "I wanna kiss you but" he said I giggled and brushed my teeth and proceeded to kiss him.

"Nap time!" I giggled running up to the master bedroom I laid in bed and Sam eventually caught up. "Damn why so fast?" He asked "because I'm exhausted and I've finally got you back I don't ever wanna let go" I sighed sleepily hitching my arms around his torso.

"Forever baby girl" he said as I fell into a deep sleep.