Locker 1583//S.W

3.1

Alana's POV

It was 4 am and I couldn't sleep. Sammy left in 3 days and I wasn't ready to be alone for that long.

I peeled my side of the cover off and carefully plodded out of bed to the our bathroom. I got the shower running and lifted off sammy's shirt. Leaving me in nothing. I stepped in letting the water completely soak me.

"Alana why are you showering at 4:30 in the morning?" Sam asked yawning "gotta stay clean" I said.

"Well can I join you?" He asked I took a while to respond but nodded. Sam had never seen my completely nude before surprisingly. He stripped off and got in snaking his arms around my waist.

"It's good you decided to shower, you started to get smelly" I smirked grabbing my bottle of body wash and pumping it in my hand. I turned to face him and rubbed it into his torso and his shoulders.

"You're gonna smell just like vanilla after this!" I smiled he chuckled.

"Alana if you think turning me on is going to distract me from finding out why you left your bed before the afternoon you can think again." He said.

I stopped and sighed. "Can we talk after otherwise it'll kill the mood" I said  he nodded and we continued to shower.

"First time for everything" Sam said his towel wrapped round his hips. "Indeed there is" I said brushing my wet hair.

"I love you" he said kissing my neck. "Sam" I mumbled tying my hair in a bun.

"Alana" he mimicked spinning me to face him. "Tell me that you don't want to bang me" he said trying hard to be seductive. I laughed sitting up on the counter pulling him closer "see you can't" he said softening his voice.

"Well daddy we're parents if you haven't noticed" "Alana Dallas stop calling me that" he begged I slipped off and climbed back to bed. "Sammy come sleep with me" I said he grabbed his sweats pulling them up his legs and then climbed in beside me.

"Do you wanna know why I'm so afraid?" I asked "because when you fly off you'll find some hot European girl who's 100% prettier than me who has a better body than me who has a nice tan and long legs and hasn't been pregnant 3 times" I said "I don't want anyone more than you!" He said.

"I've seen how many girls hurl themselves at you and they're all better than me" I said I've never felt so insecure before. "Babe" he said.

"There's no way I'd chose anyone over you, not even Beyoncé" he said I laughed "what are we gonna do this weekend?" Sam asked laying on my stomach "I wanted to chill a little longer" I said "then we will stay in bed" he said.

Sam and I spent some time to ourselves before the boys woke up. And they came in bed with us along with the dog too.

"Uh I gotta take this" Sam said referring to his phone. The phone call took a very long time and Sam returned slamming doors with a very stressed angry and sad look on his face.

Right on time Nate came "Nathan can you take the boys into the back yard?" I asked he nodded picking them both up and making sure the dog followed.

"Why the fuck did you slam that door! Why is your phone smashed and why do you look like you're about to kill someone"

He stormed to the closet grabbing the large suitcase. "Sam answer me!" I yelled "they're making me leave today!" "They decided to add more ducking dates without telling me, Alana I've got to go now"

"Sam" I said trying not to cry. "Alana baby please don't cry" he said throwing things into his suitcase. "Just don't leave without saying goodbye" i begged.

"I wouldn't dream of it" he said after he'd packed half of his closet. I handed him a small box. "I was gonna save it for Christmas but since this tour means your leaving for so long I thought you should have it now"

He opened it there was a ring with a golden locket on and a chain. "Us" he said looking at the pictures in the locket. It was a photo from when were very little.
"my mom showed me I don't ever remember knowing you when I was little but she does"I giggled and then there was another photo of us now. And another of the boys.

He packed and threw his bag by the door. "Boys!" He said walking out the back door.

"Daddy's going now, I need you to do me a favour Aidan" Sam said "yeah dad"

"Look after your momma for me? She's a crazy gal" he said causing me to chuckle "and your uncle skate too, remind him to lay off the greens" Sam winked up at Nate.

"Why are you leaving so soon?" Aidan pouted "It's time" he said biting his lip to stop himself from crying "and lookout for Ted, he's your little brother. Aidan my boy you've got all these responsibilities now you're the man of the house." Sam said

"I'll look after everyone dad I promise." Aidan said Sam stood up with Ted in his arm "Nathan, you've been my ride or die since birth, look after my family for me" he said hugging him. "Bye baby boy" Sam whispered in ted's ear handing him over to Nate.

"Bye daddy" Aidan waved which set Ted off. "Nate will you be okay Just for a few minutes so I can say my goodbye?" I asked Nate nodded.

"I love you so much baby just hang on for two months is all I ask, I'll FaceTime you as often as possible I promise" he said holding me for as long as possible. "I love you Sam" I said I remained in his arms for a few moments more and his uber arrived.

"Bye bye baby" I said kissing him. "Bye bye my love" he said pecking my lips and leaving.

"He's gone" I breathed as the door closed. "Uh a little help" Nate called I shook the thoughts out of my head and ran to save Nate from Teddy's crying.

Nate stayed helping me out all day and when we finally got the Boys to sleep we had some time in the hot tub.

"I don't know how you do it" he said. "Do what?" I asked sipping the glass of lemonade.

"When Sam goes on tour you raise the boys on your own how the hell do you do it?" He asked I chuckled "well usually when Sam tours he's only gone For 5 days at the most, this is all new to me, 2 months with one break" I said.

"And I have Sara and his sisters to help and you come over pretty much every day and they adore you!" I said.

"I should get going" he said after we had dried off and continued our hang out in the to room. "Stay the night? We have 3 extra guest rooms Nathan" he reluctantly nodded and went to his room.

"Good night" I said walking to my room the empty space where Sammy should be seemed to stand out an awful lot more this time.