Locker 1583//S.W

2.1

The word got around about my pregnancy so I decided to ditch the after party and stay at home with Sara.

"You're giving them away?" She asked sounding upset. "Sara yes I'm 17!" I said "yeah so you can't" she protested. "I don't know Sammy is supportive but I know he wants them" I said she nodded and the. The door bell rang.

I rushed over and Sam was stood the smell of alcohol and weed strongly coming off him. "Babe?" I questioned a slight anger hit me when I realised he was a high as well as drunk. "Alana" he said his eyes brimming with tears. "Come here" I said and hugged him. "Can I sleep next to you?i really missed you" He asked "yeah of course." I smiled assisting him upstairs.

After stripping him down to his Calvin Klein boxers I laid beside him. "Do you, do you remember when we first met last new year's?" He asked "no? I was drunk too drunk" I said "well, I found you on the street" he began. "You were so out of it and I took you home, your house was empty so I tucked you and stayed with you for a few hours and got you a coffee you thought my name was Teddy" he giggled "and from that say on I vowed to name my son Teddy" I smiled.

"Night baby" I said "not yet! I'm not tired!" He protested. "Well get tired." I said "how?" He whined. I sighed and remained quiet for a moment. "Lets go on a walk." I said still pretty pissed he nodded standing up. He put on a pair of his track bottoms and we left.

"Baby are you mad at me" he pouted "no, I'm just disappointed" I sighed. He stopped and stood in front of me "we aren't moving until we sort it out." He said folding his arms across his chest. "You got high! You promised you'd stop the drugs" I sighed.

"I'm sorry I took one hit" he said "I don't care Sam can we just walk some more." I sighed "don't be mad!" He begged "I'm not mad! Come on stop messing around" I grumbled starting to walk. Sam followed behind interlocking our hands.

We walked and walked all the way to our house. "I'm going to bed join whenever" I sighed walking upstairs I looked back for a split second and fell. Plummeting down and a sudden pain came from my stomach. "Sammy!" I screamed and it went black.

I woke up in a hospital, Sam was asleep in a chair still only wearing his joggers. "Sam" i whispered. He opened his eyes and saw me he had sobered up hours ago. "Darling, we have a problem." He said "what's wrong? Im fine" I said "no, uh we um lost the twins" he said.

"Don't lie!" I said "I'm not" he said taking hold of my hand. "I love you" I said "it's okay babe" he said "but you wanted to keep them" I said "only if you wanted to" he said I shuffled over and he got in beside me.

"They said you'll be heavily bleeding for the next few hours" he said I laid on his chest. "Darling we can go home whenever you're ready" he said.

In the morning my dad,Cameron,Sara and the Wilks came in. "Hey sweet heart" my dad said sympathetically "hey dad" I said he placed a box of chocolates on my bed. "How you feeling?" Ben asked "I'm feeling okay thanks" I said Sam nodded in agreement.

In the afternoon after everyone left Sam and I went home ourselves. "Want a drink or anything?" He asked "I'm good thank you though" I said sitting in the couch. "Shall we hit the screening room?" He suggested "I think I'm just going to go take a nap" I said walking up to our room.

I shut the door and laid in bed and then started crying. "I'm sorry babies" I sobbed I slept for a good hour or two and decided to have a bath after.

"Alana" Sam knocked "come in" I said he walked in "can we do something" he said I finished straightening my hair and nodded "like what" i asked "uh" he started I led him back to our bedroom.

I pushed him on the bed and laid next to him. "Talk" "lets just talk" I said and placed my hand in his. "Good" he said, "when are you going to show me your music?" I asked. "I don't know maybe when I finish a song" he said

"I can hear you sometimes, it's beautiful" I said "thanks" he said grinning "no seriously especially when you sing Jealous" I said.

He blushed and I sat up "oh dude! My uncle owns a record label! I can get you signed!" I said "really? I don't know if I'm good enough" he doubted "please" I begged.

Reluctantly he nodded and we set off.