From Within the Heart

The Fire

There's nothing left that I can do

No matter what I think of you

There's always something in the way

And someone ends up crying tears

What more is there after this?

What are we expected of this life?

I wonder what the true end is

The fire is slowing dying

What will happen when that fire goes out?

I don't know, and I don't want to find out

But it seems that it is just around the corner

So we will know quite soon, it seems

Time to go

Time to sleep

I don't want you to cry anymore

I don't want to cry anymore

The tears must stop

The tears are for someone useless, you know

I wish I could fix myself, I will die trying

But it is much harder than it looks

Inner turmoil

Confusion

Pain

Ache

I don't believe there is such thing as hate

Not towards you, God, I love you

But some things are not going the way they should

And I am breaking trying to fix it

You are breaking trying to fix it

Not your problem, not your pain

But you take it anyway regardless

You shouldn't do that

It will only fuck you up like it has me

So go,

turn away and never look back

Happiness is just around the corner

But not with me

I can't control my emotions when it comes to you

There has never been anyone like you

So now as I extinquish the rest of the fire

I give you water to purify with

Closing my eyes I think of you

Trying to not let the tears fall

I find it hard to turn away

But I find it easy to sacrifice for you

I take a deep breath and walk away

Never looking back

But it doesn't last as I see your face in my mind

And I let the tears fall down my cheeks