Circles

13

It is so weird to wake up in the arms of the person you love.
Especially, when you hadn't really slept in so long.

It's like real life, painful reality, was just a bad dream.
And everything feels okay.
Everything is okay.

It's the warmest, calmest feeling to ever exist.
And Dan never thought he'd get to experience it.

He wasn't sure when he fell asleep, or why Phil had stayed, but he didn't care.
He didn't want to move. Phil's arms were the most comfortable place he's ever slept.

There was daylight trying to blind him from his window, but it wasn't nearly as bright as Phil's eyes. "Alright, that was very clichè." Dan thinks to himself. He giggles a bit.

Phil suddenly stirs from his slumber. Dan freezes. Is Phil going to think he's weird for cuddling him? Oh shit shit shit shit. Okay, he doesn't seem fully awake just pretend that you are sleeping! Dan thinks quickly.

Phil opens his eyes at the same time Dan closes his. "Ew, morning." he thinks. Wait, this wasn't his room. When did he come into Dan's room? Oh...right. Wait, why is he holding Dan? Their legs are intertwined. They are not together. Dan will be absolutely disgusted when he wakes up. And far to awkward. Oh no no no no.

Phil then rockets out of the bed as fast as possible, not really thinking, but he gets his foot caught on the duvet, and trips over hitting the ground. "Ouch, bloody flippin' hell!" Phil yells out.

Dan sits up suddenly, and looks at Phil who is sitting on the floor with his foot caught in the duvet. He is rubbing the back of his head when he looks at Dan with wide eyes.
This makes Dan chuckle.

"Phil, what the fuck did you do?" Dan says with a surprised smile on his face.

"I'm sorry Dan I didn't mean to wake you I just...uh..." Phil says.

Dan bursts into laughter. "Phil you're such a spork sometimes. Plus, you didn't wake m-" Dan stops himself. Oh no. ¡AWKARD ALERT AWKWARD ALERT WEE WOO WEE WOO!

Phil gives a confused look at Dan, but doesn't mention it. He shakes his head and says, "I tried to get out of bed, and I had my foot tangled in the stupid duvet, and I fell and hit my head like an idiot."

Dan smiles. "That eager for breakfast, huh?"

"Uh yeah, sure." Phils says sending a fake smile to Dan. Lies, lies.

"Well, let's go get some breakfast then you numpty." Dan says smiling wider. He then hops out of bed and out of the room.

Phils stares at the carpet in front of him thoughtfully. He wonders if this means everything is okay again. Back to normal.
Dan seems happy enough. He was talking to Phil. Smiling again. But are they just gonna pretend that last night never happened? That this last month never happened? Their fans most definitely won't. What was Dan gonna say? What had even gotten Dan so sad anyway?

"PHIL ARE YOU COMING OR NOT, HO?? IM MAKING WAFFLES!" Dan shouts from the kitchen.

Phil smiles to himself. They will work it out later. Everything will be fine. He gets up and leaves for the kitchen, shouting back "I WANT BLUEBERRIES, PLEASE."

***

Dan pulls out his computer, very scared on what he'll find. Social media is ballistic. It seems people have been counting the days of him being gone. But so had he. He feels selfish all of a sudden. He reads something that has been reblogged across tumblr over a million times:

Day 10: There are no signs of Danisnotonfire on social media. For ten whole days. Maybe he is exercising? No, highly improbable. No word from AmazingPhil on the subject. Honeymoon? More probable then exercise. Where did our beloved son go?"