is it could take my whole damn life to make this right

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  I sat jittery, awaiting LillyAnne's arrival. My hands were folded  calmly in my lap. A Mini Cooper, a pale yellow, parked in front of the glass door of the coffee shop.

"You're Lloyd?", She sounded like a transparent yellow.

I paused and looked her over then responded with, "mhm".

My childish smile spread across my face as I stared at LillyAnne. She was beautiful.

"You're really pretty", I let my words slip.

"Omg! Thank you! You're really cute!", LillyAnne sat down in the booth I had reserved for us by the window.

"I see why Kai cheated. Fair. You are prettier and happier then me. You can afford things and have an actual job, unlike me, dwelling on old jobs. But that's okay. Somehow I'll get over this tragic time and move on, which I have a hard time doing usually", I smirked and held back all my gushing tears.

"Vise versa. You're really handsome and cute! I love your attitude to be honest! Sure you don't have an amazing job, but you did! You
take pride in that old job!", LillyAnne smiled harshly at me.

I couldn't combine any letters or words to speak to LillyAnne. She was drop dead gorgeous. I think I'm in 'love'.

"I-I know we had a bad.. We had a rough.. An uneasy.. A.. Um.. Eh.. We had a clear yellow start. It was like almost unseeable", I was a deep yellow at myself that I was able to share my feelings in colour.

LillyAnne laughed and then spoke so softly, "well then let's start over" she placed
her hand out in from of my face, "My names LillyAnne!! You can call me Lilly though!!".

I smiled so happily, actually I don't even know how to explain in words how I was feeling. Not even in colour.

"Hi Lilly!! My names Lloyd!! I guess.. I think.. Maybe.. Actually.. We're both getting played
by the same kid!!", I giggled to myself.

Lilly smirked and then said, "seems as if".

My heart felt so happy. I couldn't help but giggle and laugh. Lilly was so amazing. I invited her back to my place after a bit
of nonsensical chattering.

We walked up to my black metal door and Kai stood there beaming a blood red. He scattered over to me and hugged me. He didn't let go even after I requested.

"I was so worried about you!! I thought you were kidnapped or killed!! I'd didn't even know what to think!! I'm such a lime green, blood red!!", Kai wrapped his cologne attacked
body around my settle deodorant mist.

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