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  I sat on my black leather couch and stared at LillyAnne strip out of her coat and fix up
her peachy sweater.

She stared at Kai lay near me kissing my
cheek. I looked helpless in the arms of Kai. My body felt limp and my hands felt numb. I
'love' my boyfriends wife.

"Lloyd, you have an amazing place!!", LillyAnne smiled and sat down on the leather recliner.

"An amazing place for my amazing baby", Kai brushed my hair out of my face and smiled.

It's great to know Kai still cares about me, but I love his wife. She's perfect in every way. Polite and light hearted. Sassy and flirtatious.

"Mhm", I limply pushed Kai away from me.

"What's that for baby", He put his hand on my thigh and smiled.

"I'm just feeling deep ocean blue today", I plastered a weak smile onto my face
and nodded.

LillyAnne stared at us awkwardly. She was in deep thought.

"You guys deserve to be happy, but Lloyd doesn't deserve a douchebag like you! You're a sick and twisted pathetic liar! You told him
out marriage was 'fake'?! You bent down on one knee and placed a ring on my ring finger!! We both agreed that we'd be together in better
and worse or whatever!! That didn't seem at
all like a 'fake' wedding!! You're a horrible person and even more horrible husband!! I
will kill you if you ever come near me again!!", LillyAnne stormed off crying.

Both our faces were confused. We didn't know what she meant at all. According to Kai, LillyAnne planned the whole 'fake' wedding.

"She's insane!!", Kai nuzzled his head into my shoulder.

"You did marry her for drugs and money.. That's actually such a deep mustard yellow thing thing to do", I yelled at Kai.

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