Secretly In Love With A Big Girl

Chapter 21

" How did you know "

" Alsina Called and told me and let me know it was his fault "

" Are you mad at me "

" No but you ain't allowed to eat with no niggas anymore if I'm.not present "

" Okay but I kissed back Shawn and I'm sorry but as soon as I realized what I was doing I slapped him and got out the car "

" I told you I'm.done with it just don't let that shit happen again "

" I won't I promise "

" Do I satisfy you in bed " He asked me

" Yes "

" You sure because you kissing another nigga raises questions "

" It was a reaction okay "

" Because you are attracted to him "

" I think he is attractive but I don't think about fucking him."

" Would you fuck him of I wouldn't find out about it "

" Shawn no "

" Would you fuck him if you were single "

" No your the only man I've ever love "

" Is that because you felt like nobody else wanted you but me.is that why you chose me "

" Shawn I wanna get my own room.why are you acting insecure "

" You kissed him.back "

" I know and I feel so stupid . and bad about it " I started crying

" Baby I'm sorry okay " he hugged me

" No I'm sorry " we kissed

" let's go to bed " I got on my.side of the bed and he got on his . I felt like a cheater

2 months later

He walked Into the kitchen .

" I made breakfast "

" I told you i didn't want you doing all that "

" I was hungry "

" If you would have woke me up I would have made u something "

" Shawn "

" Your 9 months pregnant I don't want any thing to happen to this child or you so do as I say wake me up next time "

" Shawn your starting to get on my damn nerves treating me like a child "

" Because I want you to be fucking safe "

" eggs grits and bacon geeze shawn but sit down and eat "

" okay "

" Are u still mad at me ?"

" Nope just disappointed that's all "

" I'm so stupid I ruined everuthing"

" You didn't we are good "

" well we haven't had sex since that day and you look at me like I'm.a whore you only speak to me when nesscary or u wanna yell at me . for doing something u don't want me to do, if your going to leave me.tell me now shawn "

~ Shawn ~

I looked at her .

" Pretty I do think we need some space .I been thinking I'm the only man you have ever been with or loved this is your first real relationship . " I told her