We ate and went to sleep . I woke up Shawn was still asleep. I slipped out of bed and went and got into the tub . I was soaking when he walked in and he was still naked .
" So you gone shower without me "
" Bae you were asleep " i said
" You put me to bed , so you could sneak off "
" You can get in if you want to baby " i said
" Nah , i will run and go get us some food and let you enjoy yourself "
" Okay "
" What do you have a taste for ?"
" Can we get some Ruth Chris i want a steak "
" Houston got steak too and it's cheaper "
" That will work " i said
" Steak and a potato "
" Yes babe and can you stop somewhere and get me some Mac and cheese "
" Alright " he kissed my forehead
" I wish i wasn't pregnant so i could get drunk " i said
" Well you are soo "
He took a shower and got dressed . He ordered ahead so it wouldn't take long
~ Shawn ~
I was walking out of Houston's when i bumped into Clarissa . I looked at her
" Damn Shawn you still look as good as ever "
" And look i lost my wife once making a mistake with u that shit will not happen again " i said
" U have a child "
" I don't i used a condom with you . If you wanna take it to the media go ahead . I have to go " i walked off . Bitches always want me to be their baby daddy . A nigga got 5 kids already
" When i got back to the hotel " she was bent over trying to twerk like the city girls video
" If you don't get yo ass up girl " I scared her so she almost fell
" Shawn u play too much "
" No you play too much now come do that on my lap " I said
She was twerking in my lap . Next thing i know we are having sex . She was riding me while we kissed . I licked up her neck and sucked on her jaw line .
45 mins later
She ate her food . And smiled at me . We were in the bed watching tv .
" Guess who i saw when i was out "
" Clarissa hoe ass " she rubbed my chest
" Yeah how you know "
" You butt dialed me "
" She's talking about we got a baby "
" Well Shawn that's your business " she laid back down on my chest
" What does that mean ?"
" You just better hope it's not your child "
" Or what "
" I'm leaving you " she laid back down and went to sleep like she ain't say shit
" Pj "
" What babe ?"
" Are you serious ?"
" Yes i am , it's one thing to forgive you for cheating it's another too have a child that's a constant reminder "
" That's fucked up"
" You fucked up when you fucked her "
" We already have 5 kids one more wouldn't hurt "
" The key word here is "WE " "
" I think you are being selfish right now "
" So If August would have gotten me pregnant you would be okay with that " she asked
" Fuck no i would kill you "
" That's my point so no "
" We can make it through anything "
" Yes we can , but i don't wanna make it through this "
" Why not we are suppose to be a team "
" We are a team , but I'm good on That " she said
" So you want me to be a dead beat dad to my child if it's mine "
" No I'm saying you can be whatever u want to be to the child , but I'm done "
She rolled over and went to sleep . I was laying on my back .
" that's really selfish of u "
" I know but i don't care "
I looked at her and it was dark but she was crying . I ran my hands through her hair .
I kissed her face" I'm sorry "
" I know " she said
" Can i buy you some ice cream or something "
" Yes get dressed i will take u out "
She got dressed and we went for ice cream . She kicked her feet back and forth .
" I hope we like the house tomorrow "
" Me too "
" What was our budget "
" 900,000 " i said
" that's not to bad i guess . Are u okay with spending that kind of money on a home " she said
" Imma stop being. Cheap "
" You are just saving for the future but we do need more bedrooms for the kids "
" What do you think a 6 bedroom will do " i said
" Yes it would be perfect and no stairs "
" Baby we need to be upstairs "
" so we can have lots of sex " she shook her head
" Do you think we have too much sex "
" No because u are usually gone about 6 months out the year "
" True , i just think you are so fucking attractive "
" I feel like that too "
Before we could start kissing . We got a phone call .
" Hey ma the kids good ?"
" Sj had an episode " She spoke calmly
" An episode "
" Baby he's Bipolar " She said
" How do you know "
I just started crying . Pj grabbed me
" What's wrong baby "
" Sj has my disorder
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Secretly In Love With A Big Girl
Ficción GeneralShe doesn't know how beautiful she is or how much I adore her I love her but she needs to love her