" Dad we are leaving " I grabbed his hand
" Baby just here them out " Shawn said
" I'm sorry okay pretty . I haven't been the best mother but its because I was jealous of how much your dad loves you . I felt like he loved you more than me and you were a chunky little girl I didn't want people to pick on you I was wrong and I'm sorry for allowing your sisters to think that was okay . I think I projected my feelings of how people treated me when I was overweight on to you and I'm sorry for that I hope that one day you can forgive me."
" Forgive yourself Connie I'm not mad at you or my sisters but I know your only apologizing because dad is going to leave you for real this time sorry daddy but like I said we are leaving "
I pulled him out the door . he followed me
" I just knew you were gone curse them out "
" No I don't have time for that "
" I'm here for you baby but I don't feel like she was lying " he said
" She wasn't but I just wanted to reject her like she has rejected me . "
" Okay I get that so question ?" He said
" Yes "
" We didn't get lunch a nigga is hungry sooo can we get red robins "
" Yes and cinnabon after "
" See girl you know what I want without me telling you "
" We ain't having sex before dinner with your mom and dad though "
" Why "
" Because you always have this goofy smile like we just had sex "
Dinner
I walked in with a mini dress and black wedges . I hugged his mom and dad
" Hey Mrs.Johnson "
" Didn't I tell you to call me CC "
" Sorry " I said
" Why haven't you called me Missy "
" Shawn wouldn't give me your number "
" Shawn "
" I told her she can call from my phone I don't need y'all talking about me when I'm not around "
" Your such a baby "
~ CC~
I loved to watch the interact she always eating off his plate.
" Pretty you should have got salmon "
" Shawn but I wanted the chicken "
" Pretty here " he put some in her mouth
" Thanks babe " she kissed his cheek
" Are you thinking about the draft yet son " Shawn SR asked
" Yes dad but I'm not leaving Pretty behind "
" Shawn " She said
" Where ever I go I want you to go with me if you don't go with me I'm not going to enter "
" Shawn I will be here you graduate next month u know I will follow you . fly out to games "
" What if its Georgia "
" We will find our way to each other baby I will not allow you to let me stop you "
Dinner went great we walked into the house . Me and his mom were going shopping before she left . He picked me up and swung me around . He was drinking so I knew he had been slightly drunk .
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Secretly In Love With A Big Girl
Fiction généraleShe doesn't know how beautiful she is or how much I adore her I love her but she needs to love her