“The more girls I meet, the more I realize it’s only her, I want to be with”.
Rossa’s POV
Kahit hindi ko gusto, nakulong si Dianne dahil nadin sa pera ni Andrew, yes naawa ako sakaniya pero anong malay naming pagkatapos ng lahat may gawin nanaman siyang kagagahan ang dami namin na taon na nasayang. .
Ano kayang mangyayari kung natuloy yung kasal namin, ilang babies na kaya meron kami ni Andrew siguro 4 o 3? Hehe yun kasi gusto ko, gusto ko dalawa ang kuya at isang babae o pwede din naman na dalawa ang kuya at dalawa ang babae.
Haaaaaay . .
“Para saan yun baby?”.
“wala iniisip ko lang, kung natuloy kaya kasal natin nuon ano kayang mangyayari”.
“Malamang hiwalay na tayo, you know what baby iniisp ko yan madalas ngayon alam ko na yung sagot pinagtibay lang yung pagmamahal natin sa isat-isa kaya tayo pinaghiwalay ng ganoon katagal. . At tska may isa pa akong naisip kung bakit”.
“Ano yun?”.
“Hindi kita mamahalin ng ganito, kung hindi tayo nagkahiwalay nuon”. Sabi nito na lubos na nagpangiti sakaniya.
“Magkwento ka sakin kung anong nangyari sayo 6 years ago”. Sabi ko kahit na alam kong ikakasakit ng puso ko.
“6 years ago when you left I have 6 girls into my life. . it was 6th ,5th,4th,3rd,2nd, and 1st . . unang taon na nawala ka sa buhay ko I met six she pretty and gorgeous, well nasakaniya na ang lahat, maayos ang pagsasama naming but suddenly perfect relationship ruin small something unexpectedly, six have to marry another man so I set her free”. Nakita kong nakangiti siya habang nagkkwento siya, somehow may selos akong nararamdaman.
“Then after a years end, I met five, like six, five is like six when physically, she had a long hair, those pretty brown eyes, her brown eyes makes me feel comfortable, when I met five something that in my heart I don’t understand. . Five and I become more and more wild we had sex three times a week then I realize we only had body contanct, then five and I broke-up”.
Parang mat tumadyak sa dibdib ko, habang kinukwento niya yung 6 anim na naging babae niya habang wala ako. It hurts but I can accept that fact. Masaya ako kase hindi siya nahihiyang iopen up sakin ito.
“Then again I met four, malayong-malayo si four sa dalawa, but not in physical look, I like four when she smile, four and I relationship was positive we’re dating several month before we become couple, but again four and I broke-up because four can takecare of my business for my work”.
Paano kaya kung hindi ako bumalik sino sa anim ang nakatulyuan na niya? Nakatitig lang ako sakaniya, tumingin siya sakin at ngumiti pinisil niya yung kamay ko.
“Do you want me to continue?”. Sabi niya ng nakangiti. Lahat naman ng kinukwento niya was all in the past ako na ang present kaya wala dapat akong ikatakot. Ngumiti ako sakaniya at tumango.
“Then I met three, three was a senior college student, she makes me laugh, everytime we’re dating, hindi ko mabilang sa mga daliri ko kung ilang beses ako tumawa sa mga joke niya, but time come three become more possessive and I don’t like that idea . . I said ti three before we broke-up mas makikita pa siya ng mas mabuting lalaki kesa sakin”.
Three make him laugh, I wonder sa buong pagsasama naming kung nagawa ko ang kaisa-isahang bagay na yon, ay mapatawa siya, hmmm sino kaya ang minahal niya sa lahat may dalawa pang natitira si 2nd at 1st,
“Then I met second, seconds it all of the above, nasa kaniya lahat ng katangian na meron si six, five, four at three. . Second Is was the longest relationship i had, second was the only girl that she say what she wanted to say. Second was the best relationship I ever had, but then something in my heart I can’t explain, hindi sapat si second para sa kung anong nararamdaman ko kakulangan sa buhay ko. Second and I broke-up, napagusapan namin ang lahat ng bagay kung bakit hindi kami pwede sa isat-isa. . Then napagkasunduan namin na mas mabuti kung magiging mag kaibigan na lang kami. Second and I accept that fact.
Second was so lucky, pero siguro mas maswerte si first, kasi mukhang siya lang minahal ni Andrew kesa sa lahat.
“Minahal mo ba silang lahat?”.
“Yes, . . but I love morefirst”. Nakaramdam ako ng selos, ano kaya naging role ni 1st sa buhay nito.
“Then after 6 years I met first. She’s everything that I wanted, three can make me laugh but first can make me happy, when first came I am the most contented man in the world. I’m inlove with first more and more each day, even when first left me, first is the girl perfectly fit for me. I love her with no reason because I can’t explain how much what is in to me, if first leavin me again. . I will not cry but I will die”.
“You know what’s who’s first into my life?”. Nakatitig lang ako sakaniya pakiramdam ko ayoko marinig ang lahat ng sasabihin niya, she’s madly inlove with first, pero bakit ata hindi niya nasabi na ngbreak sila don’t tell me sila padin ni first? >:(
“You are my first, no one can replace you babe. . ikaw ang unang babaeng nagparamdam sakin kung ano ang kulang, ikaw ang space sa puso ko na hindi kayang punuon na kahit sinong babae, maybe she can provide my needs but she can’t provide the whole you in my life. . You are the best. . I mean you are the perfect things
happen to my to me. I love you my first and last”.
This is true? Ako si first. . Ako. . hindi ko mapigilan umiyak. . I was the happiest girl ever. . wala naman pala dapat ipagselos sa iba dahil ako lang naman pala talaga. .
“How about you how many boy’s came into your life”.
“ I have three”.
“Wow, who’s that lucky three?”.
“I have You,i have Andrew, and I have Mr. Montevilla”.
“Actually baby, I only have one person into my life. No one other except you, you are my Mr.Needs, Mr.everything, Mr.Prince. My imperfectly prince I love you”.
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Yes naman answeet! :”””> Kinikilig ako habang tintype ko ito. Hehe musta po? Hindi pa ako nagbbfast wala pa ata eh. :) Kamusta naman daw kayo? Ako ice lang hehe.
Ikaw meron kadin bang lucky three?
Mr.Needs, Mr.Everything, Mr.Prince. :)
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