I'm just a girl with a past.... Who's misunderstood! (mindless behavior story)

Chapter 14

~Lexi~

Ugh! This day can not get any worst ok so let me tell you what I'm going through it's a Saturday a day I'm suppose to be chilling with my friends but I can't because prodigy is coming over to "talk" to me. Also that's not the half of it I got my fucking period today an my stomach hurts like shit it AINT even funny.

Everyone is here (even Jacob) except for prod there downstairs watching tv an chilling they loud as hell to, but to make it even worst everyone is avoiding me because I got my period.

My own brother won't even talk to me or come near to see if I'm okay or if I need anything instead he's telling everyone to stay away from me what kind of brother is that ?

When I went downstairs to get me some water I saw roc and Ava all hugged up with each other an they all greeted me with wassup Lexi-monster I just rolled my eyes shaking my head an went back to my room.

To my surprise nobody had tried to get me to talk to Jacob or talk about what happened except for prodigy .

When I returned to my room I took a shower so I wouldn't smell like fish if ou catch my drift . I washed my hair while I was in there with my favorite shampoo it smells like cookies and blueberries.

Once I got out the shower I dried my body and hair leaving a few parts of my hair wet then I lotioned my body up Changing into my cheetah print pajama pants and putting my black crop top (it shows my stomach off a lot lol) that's says baddie on it .

When I was done getting dressed I turned on the radio that was in my room to hear my favorite song "From Time" by Drake featuring Jhenè Aiko I love her voice.

I took out my pink and brown mini notebook and pen It's like my diary I had bought when Jacob told prodigy I decided fighting isn't always the best choice in life so I bought this so I can express myself through words so far it's been helping I've wrote about four pages .

••diary entry #5••

Aight so today is the day I talk to prod I'm kinda nervous about it but not that much but I don't wanna be bothered to be honest maybe it's cause Im on period an my stomach hurts like hell an I just wanna be left alone but that's not gonna happen today . To be honest after these few weeks I miss Jacob but he did me wrong so I won't be talking to him for a while but the good thing is that cookie (my cousin) the one who is suppose to be moving down here found out she will be here I'm a few more weeks so that's good I miss my Cookie .

But did I tell you about the fight on Friday oh my god those hoes can suck my d*ck especially Megan she really kissed prodigy right in front of me just piss me off but I whopped dat ass though so it's all good but my stomach is killing me so imma lay down peace!!

Quote of the day : a girl's silence speaks a thousands words...

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After I was done writing I put my notebook and pen away under my bed an laid down.

As soon as I laid down I heard something being thrown at my window , I groaned in frustration an reluctantly rolled out of bed holding my stomach an walked to my window.

When I looked out my window I saw prod outside with two rocks in his hands I opened my window an told him to climb up the tree to get in my room . We planned to keep this a secret about us talking so enforce I went back an sat down I locked my door an cut off my radio. When I was done I laid back down on my bed an closed my eyes with my hands over my stomach.

I didn't bother to help prod into my window I mean he is the one who wants to talk to me right? After about five minutes of him struggling to get in my room he finally got inside an closed my window.