I'm just a girl with a past.... Who's misunderstood! (mindless behavior story)

Chapter 19

~Lexi~

So let me tell you what happened Lmaoo so when I got to prods house Kiki and Him brought me to Princeton's House and when We got there we saw Princeton and Juju kissing on the couch through the window .

I was so shocked and Kiki and Prod Just laughing like it's the funniest thing in the world. But I guess their laughing was too loud cause prince and juju came outside an saw us standing their so then we had to explain to them what we saw.

At the end of us telling them what happened they told us that they now go out too!! It's crazy everyone has a boyfriend except for Lola, Cookie , and Jacob I'm going to help them get with someone. Cookie Kiki,Ray, and Jacob Don't really count though cause they all like someone already so really I just gotta help Lola.

But for now I'm home chilling in my room with prod and roc since Ava went home an prod wanted to come over.

~Roc~

I'm in Lexi's room with Prod and I think I should talk to Lexi about how she feels about me going out with Ava since I didn't talk to her earlier today .

"Lexi how do you feel about me dating Ava?"

"Oh my god why is everyone asking me this but I don't care like I told Ava I don't care as long as I don't lose you to her or her to you or both." Lexi said while laughing an playing with prod's hair.

"Okay how are you and prod?"I asked causing the both of them to look at me .

"Good." They both said then smiled at each other.

I like seeing my sister happy with someone an just happy in general I noticed that she still wearing the love ring her ex bestfriend/ boyfriend gave too her everyone knows about her past an what happened to him I wonder if prod knows as well. I don't know I'll ask her later when prod goes home as for me I gave prod and Lexi some privacy and I went downstairs an called Ava .

~Lexi~

So prod just left so i thought this was the perfect time to write in my little journal. I had planned on giving it to him when I was finished writing in it. Lately I've been writing in it like everyday I like writing it helps release my feelings an negative energy in a better way.

~Diary Entry 12~

So everything has been going good wit prod and I . Life is good my aunt Mary is now living us taking place of my mom for now. Sometimes I wonder if my mom is okay out there I haven't heard from in a while I know I have my ups an downs with my mom but I miss her and I was wrong for cussing her out that night even though she hurt my feelings I shouldn't have disrespected her like that. I still haven't told Prod or the boys about my past I think imma tell them the day before my birthday which is the 13 so that means my birthday is on Valentine's Day yasss.

That's also the day of the dance imma look so cute an I can't wait to spend my birthday with my friends and Prod <3 . I'm glad to have prod in my life .

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Quote of the Day : Our small stupid conversations mean more to me than you'll ever know.

Second Quote Of The Day:

Don't Cry Over The Past, It's Gone. Don't Stress Over The Future, It Hasn't Arrived. Live In The Present And Make It Beautiful.

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