Tell Me This Is Love! (ImmortalHD FanFic)

What Will Happen Next?

(Aleks P.O.V) 

5:25 P.M. At Home

I've been pacing around my apartment for at least 30 minutes now. I couldn't get my thoughts together. After all that happened at school, I felt like there was one question in particular that I should be asking myself: Am I gay? 

The question was stuck in my head for the longest time. All my life I've never had such thoughts  about guys before; except all my life I was home schooled. Then I realized one very important detail: this was the first day. Which meant I have 179 more days to go, also meaning all those days may be filled with confusing events, almost like today's.

Or even worse. The thought only made me feel even more depressed.

I finally began to relax after watching a few shows on television. I've never really left my apartment much because I figured there was nothing in the world more exciting than watching my series. I thought about what everyone else was doing at a time like this. I even wondered how Steven was doing at this exact moment. 

Is he as confused as I am? I thought. I became hungry after a while of torturing myself with the thoughts over the situation. On that note, I decided to warm up a T.V. dinner. 

When I walked into the kitchen, I noticed the piece of paper Eddie gave me. The paper with his number on it. I blushed at the thought of calling Eddie and having a natural conversation with him. 

Then again, I thought, he's too immature to keep a conversation going. 

I realized that I forgot to ask Eddie if he told his friends about the kiss. Not only that but how he touched me. Remembering how his body felt against mine, his hand's touch and stroke, I began to feel enticement in my pants. Whenever I thought of that event I couldn't help but feel a strange amount of excitement. I shook the memory off.

After eating the remaining of my T.V. dinner, I headed to the my bathroom to take a shower. After my day, I felt a little "dirty". I stripped bare naked and turned the shower head on. When I stepped inside, the steam from the water began to rise, reminding me of the heat I felt between my body and Eddie's. I shook the memory off again. 

I can't be thinking about these things, I reminded myself. I tried to block the thought out of my head but I couldn't help but ask, Why? 

After Steven kissed me, I was dramatized enough, but why would Eddie take the next step? Everything confused me, even the little parts. No matter how much I refused to accept what happened, I couldn't stop remembering it. I began to wash myself when a knock came at the door. 

Perfect timing I thought.

I got out of the shower and grabbed my jeans, which were lying on the ground, and placed them on. I didn't bother grabbing a shirt but I just had my towel hanging over my shoulder. 

When I reached the door, I couldn't see anything when I peeped through the peep hole. 

"Who is it?" I called. Nothing. Maybe it was just a few kids playing knick-knock, a game where kids run door to door, knock, and run. I couldn't recall seeing children live around the area. I looked through the peep hole again, yet no one was there still. I figured that the knocking was probably the door next over. 

I strolled back towards the bathroom when the knocking came again. I stopped in my tracks and wondered if I was going insane. Maybe I was still traumatized because of my day. Then the knocking came again. This time I was sure someone was at my door.

"Who is it?" I called.

Still nothing. I reached for the lock and was getting ready to open it when I heard a giggle. A giggle all to familiar. My heart stopped. My thoughts began to race, I wasn't sure if the person I thought it was, was the person here. I couldn't be so sure until I opened the door, but maybe then my mind would have been blown already. I took in a huge gulp and turned the lock slowly. I reached for the handle and prepared myself for the worst. I opened the door, and it began to creak, making me feel as if I was in a horror movie at the point where suspense was starting to attract the audience. And finally I opened the door. The world stopped, Eddie was standing right before me with a grin on his face. My heart began to race. I was just thinking about him and now he's here?!