Alyssa Dan Valdez
"Im so sorry Kiefer, but I don't think mag wowork pag naging tayo."
"Hindi pa nga natin natatry iniisip mo na yan, why don't we try it first Alyssa?"-Kiefer
Ang weird sa feeling, yung mga balahibo kong tumatayo dahil sa mga salita niya. Ugh! He's really creepy, kanina pa! Aayos na nga ako, kaibigan ko yan uy!
"Yun na nga eh, senyales lang na hindi dapat pinag papatuloy ang mga relasyong ganito kung sa umpisa pa lang ang weird na." Sagot ko at saka humarap sakanya.
"But I like you."-Kiefer
"I like you too Kiefer, pero," I paused and looked on the ground. "Dennise already said na Im too old to change, she's right, cause I still like girls."
"Hindi ka inborn na BI Alyssa, being a lesbian or gay is a choice."-Kiefer
"You're totally wrong," I gasped. Paano niya nasasabi saaking 'tong mga to? "How could you say that?"
"Kasi straight ka before you met Dennise." Sagot niya.
Napaisip ako. Sure, I had a boyfriend before I came here, and did I even liked girls before I met Dennise? Now, this shit was starting to confused me. Hindi muna ako nagsalita at nag umpisa ng maglakad patungo sa direction kung saan ang cottage namin.
"I like girls, I am into girls and I am not confused."
"Pwede pa nating mabago yan."-Kiefer
My mouth agape in shock, "If you really love me Kiefer, then love me without me changing myself for you. Pero if pag naging tayo and your plans is to change me, then Im sorry."
"Alyssa you were straight!"-Kiefer
"I was!" I sadly hissed, "I was straight, pero that was before. Now I am into girls, alam mo yung date natin kanina? Hanggang friends lang yun, walang epekto saakin."
Hindi siya nakapag salita. Ayokong manakita ng kaibigan ko, at yun din ang gusto ni Dennise. She let me had a date with Kiefer because she does not want to ruin Kiefer's vacation. Ganun siya mag sacrifice ng happiness niya, hays. Sana sinabi nalang niya kasi.
"Pag hinalikan kita may epekto ba?"-Kiefer
"Eww! Seryoso ka?" I asked in disbelief, and I was not aware na ganun na pala reaction ko. "Ay! Joke lang." Bawi ko at ngumiti ng pilit.
"Gusto talaga kita Alyssa, mahal na kita."-Kiefer
Ang creepy talaga eh! Weird, kadiri na ewan. Gwapo siya eh! Gwapo siya, pero bakit ganito epekto saakin?!
"Kiefer, andaming babae diyan na pwede mong mahalin, bakit ako pa? Manliligaw ka na nga ng babae yung gusto din ang babae."
Lumapit saakin si Kiefer at walang salitang hinawakan ako sa magkabilang pisngi at hinalikan ako sa labi. His lips was so manly, rough but soft. Gumalaw ito sa mga labi ko pero hindi ko tinutugon, gusto ko ng masuka, eew. Napaawang ang bibig ko ng kaunti kaya malayang naipasok ni Kiefer ang dila niya sa labi ko.
Dennise, Dennise, Dennise... My head taunted causing me to knit my brows in annoyance. I gasped for air when Kiefer bit my lip before pulling himself away. We were both panting because of the kiss.
"I love you Alyssa, and I hope you can give me a chance."-Kiefer
"I love you as a friend Kiefer, and I hope marealize mong hanggang dito nalang talaga."
Ngumiti siya ng marahan bago tumalikod, "I'll try my best, even though ipagtabuyan mo ako."
Napangiwi ako dahil sa sinabi niya. Malakas tama ni Kiefer, lagot ako. Nang makaalis na siya ng tuluyan sa harapan ko ay napapunas ako ng labi and started to gag myself. I walked through our cottage door, and through our room's door. Her familiar scent reached my nose causing me to inhale deeply. It gives me the familiar feeling in my chest.
