It's Complicated(Miles)

Intermission

I came about an hour before Alya and I have to perform and begin practicing, on my own, as usual. I am starting to get used to the feeling of lightheadedness, its just my brain is always fuzzy now and my side aches. I could not go to anyone though especially after being caught by Mr. Park and my parents. Honestly I just feel alone right now. I wait by the entrance for 10 or 15 minutes for Alya to come, but than I just give up. I wish Jax was here I honestly just feel alone, and bored. As I am about to check for Alya again, there she is standing near the empty classroom I was practicing in. "This is the last time I work with anyone as immature as you again," she states before sitting down and getting her guitar out. We ran the song through a few times and, I was surprised, Alya did not mess up once. 

*While I was playing that song I felt like I was with the old Alya again, I guess the new Alya is also a great actor* ~Miles

*I practiced all afternoon, not that I care this is just school not life, but I gotta be professional no matter where I am* ~ Alya

Than I say why don't we run it through one more time, this time, I am the one messing up. I am getting simple chords wrong and Alya is not having it, I guess being dizzy does not help musical ability. "Miles why are you messing up so much, first you get mad at me for messing up now you are, I just messed up a few words you are ruining the whole song."I look down because I know she's right and than I just tell her the truth, "I'm just not reacting well to the new meds-" She cuts me off and says, " I don't care Lennox, just because your wholes sick kid thing works for Mr. Park doesn't mean it will work for me. I am sick too, I am sick of you messing everything up for me." I just look down and say, let's just get ready we are up soon.

*When is Miles gonna stop talking about his kidney thing I mean he's sick but he doesn't have cancer, we just need to focus on this and than I have to leave Keaton* ~Alya

*I just don't feel well, but I know I can't tell anyone, especially now* ~Miles

Alya and I watch as the showcase is about to enter intermission, I feel my stomach churning and I feel cold. I Just tell Alya I was goofing around in practice and it will go perfectly for the show, but I don't know if I can keep that promise. The curtain closes and Mr. Park motions us to go up. I step up onto the stage with the microphone between us, the wooden stage creaks slightly and the lights are almost blinding. Alya starts the song and already I am not ready, I see Mr. Park Shake his head out of the corner of my eyes. I find the chord and for the first verse our performance is pretty solid. Than everything takes a turn for the worst. I start blanking and the entire world begins to spin. My chords are off, and I start breathing heavily, some people may think this is a panic attack but Mr. Park knew what was happening and ran up. Suddenly I collapsed and the wooden stage hit me hard, my side ached, my head ached, and i was cold. I heard Alya screaming at me to get up and stop faking it, and than I felt Mr. Park put his hand on my wrist than nothing.