It's Complicated(Miles)

Lost and Found

"Alya hold on please," I know I sound desperate but, I can't let her go again, "Just let me explain." She turned around, face streaked with tears and said, "explain what, how you don't like me, I get it, just leave me alone." I look at her desperately, "Please Alya, just give me a minute." She pauses a second, "Fine." I look down, not sure how to tell her how I feel, "Alya I do like you, and I had this entire plan on how I was going to ask you out, and than the instruments started and the banner and I thought it was to much. I didn't want to seem desperate. I was going to sing you a song I wrote, I wanted this to be perfect." Alya stared at the ground, "well... I don't know what to say, you have hurt me so much." "If you won't forgive me, can you at least give me the chance to apologize to you, in the song I wrote." I look up desperately searching for Alya's eyes, I need to see how hurt she is, sometimes, you end up hurting the people you care the most about. She looks up and says, "fine, I guess." I unzip my guitar from its case, and than, I start playing. 

[This is love and I found out, I might've gone the wrong way about it, I don't wanna stare at these  old walls, and I don't wanna walk these hollowed halls without it. Don't mistake my not knowing what to say, for apathy I know your good for me, through all the noise the sound of your voice will awake me. You might've saved my life, you might've saved my life. Through lonely nights, through camera lights, through surgeries and digging deep, through piano keys and guitar cables, you and me however unstable, we'll always have limousines and picnic tables, we'll always have limousines and guitar cables.(This song is from episode 30 of backstage btw ;)]

Alya looks up at me, at first I think she is still mad, and I begin saying, "I am so sorry aly-" and than I am cut off by a hug. "Its fine Miles, everyone deserves a second chance right." I smile, and than I know how I feel no question, I like Alya. I look at her straight in the eyes and I take her hand, "Alya Kendrick, will you go out with me, for real this time, no interruptions." I smile like an idiot waiting for her answer, a grin begins forming on her face, and she smiles, "Of course Miles." Than, all of the sudden, I lean towards her, and we kiss. I wasn't even sure what was happening until we kissed, I fumbled around a little, but it was magical. I know everyone says first kisses are awkward, but with the right person, they can be amazing, and I definitely found the right person. I look up at her and say, "Meet me in the field during free period." She smiles and says, "ok." I already know what I am going to do, this is going to be perfect. 

*Miles Lennox is my boyfriend, I can't believe this, I know it is stupid, but honestly I like him. No matter how stupid he can be. I still can't believe, Miles was my first kiss, honestly I still have butterflies. I cannot wait until our date next period* ~Alya

*I think my heart is still pounding, I cannot believe I had my first kiss with Alya Kendrick, I feel like the luckiest guy on earth, I have so many ideas about my date with Alya, I know it is going to be perfect, I just have to make sure everything is perfect* ~Miles