I had to stay in the hospital two more days before being discharged and it kind sucked. I know, I should be happy that no major complications happened, but I am not. This may sound really dumb but, whenever I am in the hospital for more than a few days, I wonder what it would be like if I was just, well normal. The worst part is, the fact that I fainted is all over that Sasha kids blog, along with Vanessa hurting her ankle. I am so worried to walk into Keaton, if I get one, "are you ok," I might just explode. You may say, "Miles you are so ungrateful," or, "Miles they are just trying to help," but when you are a sick kid, the last thing you want someone to do is to remind you of your illness every five seconds.
It has been one day since I was released from the hospital and I love being able to sleep in my own bed, but today I go back to Keaton. I have to face everyone, only now they know the truth, or some of it at least. I walk into school with Jax by my side, and I feel stronger with a friend. I walk down the halls, as if nothing has happened, but I can already feel people's eyes on me.
* I know Miles is really struggling but, everyone is just really worried about him, I wish he was not so private about his illness* ~Jax
* Again I know, it is stupid to worry about people asking me about my illness, but its not that, it is all the pity. I just don't want to feel weak* ~Miles
No one asks me anything about my illness, and than that Sasha kid comes, I already feel my stomach dropping. "Are you ok, why did you faint at the big showcase?" Sasha asks. He is not very invasive, so I simply reply, "I just have low blood pressure, and nerves." I notice a phone sticking out of his pocket and realize he is recording our conversation. I laugh to myself thinking this kid is a true reporter, but I don't say anything. I did not say anything about my actual illness, what could possibly go wrong. I mean it's not like he will exaggerate my story, right?
* To be honest, Mile's story was a little bland, but good thing I am good at creative writing. I better start writing the next chapter for my gossip blog, "Miles; Struggling Musician with a Devastating Illness," this will be my best post for sure, better get typing* ~Sasha
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It's Complicated(Miles)
FanfictionI do not know how I got here, all I know is I made a lot of mistakes. Why don't I start from the beginning, it was 12 hours before Keaton's big showcase. (btw sorry for any typos, in order to update more often i type some on my bus ride on my phone...
