My life savior

Breakdown

****************Jason***************

I could feel Avery's desperation to return to her brother. The longing she felt for him and how much she wanted to run back into the pack jail and see him again.

I understood that longing though. She truly believed that her whole family was dead and that she was alone. I could sense it though her.

Ever since we mated I could feel the deep depression she felt but covered up. Now that her brother had come back to the dead she wants to be with him and find answers.

He was the enemy though. A possible rogue who's been attacking us repeatedly. They almost killed a pack member, a child and he was with them. I can't let Avery be near a wolf who almost killed a child, even if it's her brother.

My wolf wouldn't let her be in a possible dangerous situation. He lunged at me in his wolf form and his claws were inches away from Avery's face. What if he had scratched her or worse, bitten her. She was easily in range when she was clinging to the bars.

I love Avery and understand her need to learn the truth about her brother. I can't let be so close to a rogue though. No matter who they are.

I glance over at Avery and see she's still looking out and loss in her thoughts. I can hear her thinking about her brother and all the questions she has, feel the deep depression running through her.

I don't think she knows it yet but we can hear each other's thoughts and feel each others emotions when we tune in. I love being tuned into her, to know her true feelings and thoughts.

I just wish they would be happier. She's been so down lately today. To much for my liking. She needs a distraction from all this. I just hope I can provide one.

When we finally pull into the garage I jump out of the car and over the door. I turn to walk over to open Avery's door for her but she's already slowly opening the door and sliding out. She keeps her head down and slowly walks towards the door without even a glance my way.

I had never felt so hurt in my life. She was so blue she wouldn't even look at her mate. Then it struck me how badly I needed to lift Avery's spirits. It's unhealthy to be this sad and I just couldn't stand seeing her so down. It was bring me down.

I ran after Avery and opened the garage door for her. I smiled softly at her as she passes but doesn't look up and mumbles a thank you. I sigh and walk after her. Skye then decide to make one her famous badly timed entrances and starts babbling. I couldn't focus on Skye though, Avery was the only one I could pay attention to right now. The pain coming form the mating bind was so serve I was surprised my mate was even standing.

I immediately rush to her and wrap her up in my arms. She immediately brakes down and sinks into my chest. I quickly pick her up and rush up to my room, passing a shocked and worried Skye. I kick my door shut and flip the lock when I finally enter my room. I sit down against the bed's backboard and hold Avery as she continuesly brakes down.

As I hold Avery I can't help but think this is my fault. I never should have let my wolf gain control and demanded that Avery hear what my dad had to say. Atleast then I could have protected her from this. The questions and the unknown mystery of her brother. I could have figured that out for her before she knew. Then atleast she could have all the answer at once and not have to wait for them.

Im so stupid! And now my mate had to pay for that. This isn't fare. I never should have let this happen. I'm an alpha for crying out loud. I have been trained to lead a whole pack and kill anyone try's to hurt us but when it comes to my own mate I can't even protect her from her own brother. I'm not worthy to be Avery's mate if I put her in these type of situations. She deserves better then me.

My wolfs jumps to defend himself, saying our father was being disrespectful to our mate. But look where that got us I growl furiously at him. He quickly shuts up and slink back to howling for his mate. He feels her deep sorrow too. I hold Avery tighter as I bury my head in her neck. Breathing her scent, effectively clamming down my wolf and myself.

I feel Avery curl deeper into me and feel my self relaxing as she does. She stops crying soon after and I looked down to see my beautiful mate asleep. I can't help but smile down at her. No matter what my mate is beautiful even if her eyes are tear stained. She shouldn't be falling asleep crying though.

'Skye, I need your help' I reached out to my sister with a plan for Avery in mind.