Hello Perfection [Joey Graceffa Fan-Fic]

Chapter 32 - I love you...

Intense chapter... be aware...

"Aww Joey, I'm sure it will be fine." I rub his shoulder.

"Shae. she's fucking pregnant. this is a life changing thing. I have to deal with it. she has to deal with it. you have to deal with it. Shae everyone has to deal with it." This soft side of Joey I don't think anyone has ever seen.

"Well, can you tell me what happened? you don't have to name names, tell me what you need too."

"I don't know the full story. we were both drunk and we didnt know what we were getting our selves into. I feel really guilty Shae. I, I have I don't know what to do with myself..." he was really beating himself up about this. he was fully crying into his sleeves."

"Joey you're fine. it's not your--"

"Shae! but it is my fault! I can't handle this!" He looked frantically around the room. he grabbed a photo frame of me and did and smashed the corner just above his temple.

"Joey no!" I screamed. I grabbed the frame and threw it across the room making the glass smash as it hit the door. I looked back to him, the mark was bleeding everywhere. I grabbed a pile if tissues and patted them up to the mark.

We were both crying hard. my vision was blurred.

"Don't help me Shae." he whispered, the tears still flooding.

"Joey I love you! I'm not letting you do this to yourself!" I cried, quickly kissing his cheek.

"I love you too Shae. you know I do. but I can't live like this." he reached for something else but I held down both his arms against the bed and had one leg on each side of his torso.

"I will stay like this forever if I have to Joey. I'm not letting you end your life. she wouldn't want that, it would make things worse for everybody. think about all your subscribers. everyone who sits in front of their computers everyday waiting for your videos. the people who come to your meet ups just to see your amazing face. all your friends. all your family. imagine me having to tell everyone that you had ended your life. how would that impact people jJoey! you're their rrole model, some will end their life too, it will ruin people's lives. all because you were angry jJoey. please, just please ddon't." I cried. my arms were weak and I just fell on top of him, pulling him into a hug. his body untenced and we just laid there. my bed was almost like a giant sponge, filled with millions of tears, even drops of blood.

"I love you jJoey." I whispered.

"I love you too."

A/N
Shit. can you tell what mood I'm in? but crap, a lot happened in that small chapter... you still don't know who it is, sorry ...

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