Fallen- Castiel Fanfiction

25~ Guardian Angel

Madison's POV

He's dead... Castiel is gone.

I needed a break from the hunting with my brothers and was going to try and help clean up Cas' mess up in heaven. I told Sam and Dean that they call whenever, and i'll be there.

It's been almost a year since then, and so much has happened. My brothers are hunting down the most likely 'unkillable' creatures ever created, leviathans, and Bobby passed away. It's been hard, but we're trying.

I've only gone hunting when my brothers called needing help, but when I'm not doing that I'm either helping in heaven any way I can, or researching on how to kill a leviathan. Or... I'm hunting on my own.

'Madison, I need your help. Our brother got in a car crash, and now he's locked up in the ward' I heard Dean say in my head. I appeared in the hospital room where Sam was, and he looked exhausted.

"Why do you look so shitty?" I asked him. He rolled his eyes in annoyance. So, Dean responded for him.

"Lucifer's back in his head, and won't let him sleep," he said. "I'm gonna go find something to help him. Will you stay here and keep watch?"

"Yeah, of course. Call me if you find something," I said and with that he left. I leaned against the wall and looked at Sam.

"So, what's Luci doing now?" I asked him. He looked to the corner of the room in annoyance.

"Singing..."

-TIME SKIP-

Dean's POV

I went to this healer that a hunter said was the real deal, but when I got to his house I looked at him in shock.

It was Castiel, but he went by the name Emanuel.

He agreed to help Sam, and on the drive there Meg said she could help. Cas- I mean Emanuel, told me that he came out of the lake one day and didn't remember anything.

I decided to call Madison, but I was NOT going to tell her about Cas... Not yet.

"Hey Dean. Find anything?"

"Yeah I got the healer. We're about a half hour out"

"Who's that?" Cas said.

"Dean, who was-"

I hung up the phone before she could finish.

When we got there, we parked far away and could see the demons out front. Meg gave me a look and I pulled her aside.

"You know what he did, Meg. And you want to tell him and just hope that he takes it in stride? He could snap. He could... Dissapear. Who knows?," I snapped at her.

"I gather we know each other," I turned around to face Cas. Oh no.

Madison's POV

"Madison? Demons all in the front entrance," Dean said over the phone.

"You want me to go-"

"No. We have some... Help," he said as I walked to the front gates and stopped in my tracks when I saw who 'the help' was.

Castiel.

"Dean... T-that's not p-possible" I stuttered and shook my head in disbelief. Once he smited all the demons he faced Dean and Meg outside, and Dean was still on the phone so I could hear what he said.

"I remember you... I remember everything," he stated.

"Then you'll remember her," Dean said pointing in my direction. I stepped outside into the cold, and when he turned around his eyes went wide.

"Madison," he breathed and stepped towards me. I took a step back.

"What I did. What I became... Why didn't anyone tell me?" he asked.

"Because Sam is dying in there," I said calmly.

"Because of me. Everything. All these people... I shouldn't be here," he stated and walked away from the three of us. Dean and I called after him, but i turned to Dean.

"You two stay here, I'll handle this," i said and ran after him.

"If you remember, then you know you did the best you could at the time," I said to him.

"Don't defend me. I deserved to die. Now, i can't possibly fix it, so why did i even walk out of that river?"

"Don't you dare say that! You don't deserve to die! We make mistakes, it happens. I mean come on, my brothers caused Lucifer to be free, and they cleaned up their mess. So clean up yours and get in there and help my brother dammit!"

When we got into Sam's room, Cas walked up to him, and his expression didn't look good.

"This isn't a problem i can make disappear. Sam's wall is destroyed, and theres nothing left... I'm sorry. But, i may be able to shift it," he says and before i could ask anything he laid his palm on sams forehead, and this bright red traced throughout his veins and into his eyes.

When it went back to normal, Cas crashed onto the ground, and Sam looked perfectly fine.

-TIME SKIP-

"Are you sure you want to stay here, Madison?" Dean asked me as they were getting ready to leave the hospital. I nodded.

"Believe it or not, before Cas went all insane, he did watch over us and make sure we're safe. So, I'm going to do the same thing for him and I'll call you when he's awake or anything," i assured them and with that they left. I grabbed a newspaper from the lobby and sat in Cas' room starting to read it.

I'll watch over you Castiel... You'll be okay.

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